The standard has evolved.....

Blunt pencil.......

2012-01-27T22:37:00.000-08:00

This is only my observation..... people whom before look down at others...and suddenly become so 'manis mulut' and in fact referring others as their 'friend' ... and those friends are superb!

Hmmmmm I wonder....again from my observation ... there was a group of people whom felt that they werre so perfect and became teachers' pet ... scored with flying colors .. beautiful alphabets in their report cards.. while there was a little girl whom always be punished for her/his 'crazy' answers when was asked (by teachers)... and after many years and I still wonder... where were those 'classy girls' and that little girl ya? hmmm... as the song says "Que Sera sera.. what ever will be will be .. the future are not ours to see.. Que sera sera ..."

And I remember a hadith (Abu Daud) ... said that Prohet Pbuh said "God has revealed to me that you must be humble, so that no one oppresses another and boasts over another."

I will always remember and this is so close to my heart. Insya Allah.

But I wonder (again....) some people are counting their achievement... no matter its other people achievement.. and some people are so choosy in terms of picking their friends network.. pelik pelik .. I wonder .. and if it happens to me, sure I smell something fishy.. sishy... cooshy.. kuchhhhy... kuch ta he....so... nak kawan ke tak? Hmmm..... bak masa kecik kecik dulu.....

"siapa tu saya lah...nama kau dolah, taknak kawan, tak lah, ea ea ea sebelah.."

In the Quran also said (22:34-35) "(O Prophet Muhammad) give good news to the humble, whose hearts tremble with awe at the mention of God, who endure adversity with patience, who establish regular prayer, and who spend in charity out of what we have given them."

May Allah protect me from those feelings of 'riak' and 'show-off' thing... I want to be like my sister ... Adik Dhada... tho she has earned 3 masters and 2 phds ... but she still like she is... sempoi... pakai seliper... pakai t-shirt n jeans ... tak de plak nak meroyan sini sana kan ...... I am proud of you dik!

Sama tapi......

2011-06-21T18:31:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I felt too old, though my needs just like teens .... kekkeek... and that make me whisper to myself

“Oh! Begini rasanya melalui usia menjelang tua..”

Too many things I remember.... too many pictures in my mind... and that make me rindu..rindu yang amat rindu..rindu yang amat dalam..ingatan yang amat segar…

Sometimes....... I search and look back for old good times....but.… bukan semuanya masih serupa. Bukan semuanya masih sama utuh seperti dahulu..banyak yang berubah…

And this make me understood the meaning of Malays peribahasa “anak sungai lagikan berubah”.

(cakap melayu laa yo)

Tapi itulah hakikatnya MANUSIA..manusia mengalami perubahan..sejak lahir..dibedung dikelek, menangis, ketawa, meniarap, merangkah, bertatih dan berjalan….terus berkembang..terus belajar..sesungguhnya proses pembelajaran itu adalah proses sepanjang hayat..

Pelbagai perkara yang ditempuh dalam hidup..yang pahit, yang manis, yang indah, yang melukakan..apapun semua itulah mencorak seseorang insan menjadi seadanya mereka pada hari ini…anggaplah mereka berubah akibat persekitaran dan pengalaman yang dilaluinya..

Janganlah bersedih…Yang penting aku..aku mesti berubah..berubah ke arah yang lebih baik…Tebus kembali dosa-dosa zaman nakal ku, zaman remaja..( teman-teman…khilaf yang lalu kupohon keampunan ..doakan aku ke arah yang lebih baik..Tidak sombong..ikhlas.. menjadi manusia yang lebih berguna..dan semakin mendekati-Nya…sesungguhnya dedaun pohon di Loh Mahfuz milikku berguguran satu persatu ditelan usia..Begitulah kata orang tua-tua..).

Aku bersyukur kerana adanya seorang psikologis dirumahku .. Psikologis peribadi (dan psikologis kerajaan) yang jauh lebih muda tetapi matang dalam pertimbangannya apabila berbicara baik soal insan mahupun ketuhanan (Syukur Alhamdulillah..Terima kasih Dik). Menyambung bicara tentang rindu, ada kalanya aku jadi keciwa kerana perkara yang berlaku tidak seperti yangku harapkan..

Misalnya aku mengingati zaman kanak-kanakku..aku berusaha mengesan kawan-kawanku..namun ada diantaranya apabila ku temui dia sudah tidak sama seperti dahulu..jauh berubah..tiada lagi mesra..tiada lagi taw aria..segala-galanya asing..seperti aku tidak pernah dikenalinya.. seolah-olah aku tidak pernah hadir walau sekelumitpun dalam sejarah hidupnya…Ah…menyesalnya aku meluangkan masa mengingatinya….Tika itu psikologisku berkata…

“ Usah dikesal..usah dikeluh..kerana pengalaman mengubah manusia….Awak selalu menjaga segala memori sedari kecil umpama menatang minyak yang penuh. Kamar memori mu terjaga rapi sehingga tidak ada sekelumitpun memori itu yang terpinggir..semuanya begitu terjaga umpama difilemkan. Tidak tercalar..tidak tercemar. Itu kelebihanmu.. Bukankah saya telah katakan dahulu, dirimu insan mempunyai photographic memory yang kuat..gambar-gambar yang terakam begitu jelas….

Simpanan filem filemmu begitu sistematik dan terurus, mudah dicari, mudah diteliti dan kau tayangkannya berulang-ulang sehingga menjadi NOSTALGIE….sedangkan orang lain telah kehilangannya..atau mungkin dia telah merakamkan filem yang lebih signifikan seketiadaanmu dan men’delete’ filem lama yang kurang justifikasinya…atau apa mungkin pengalaman menjadikan mereka tidak lagi sama seperti sebelumnya..Terimalah hakikat itu….”

… Dan aku pun terkulat-kulat..berusaha untuk menerima itulah HAKIKATnya..

sesajer....

2011-06-14T17:45:00.000-07:00

Dr.Psycheupp

2011-05-22T04:13:00.000-07:00

it's Me

Waiting @ Munich - Prague

2011-05-01T18:33:00.000-07:00

Serene, I fold my hands and wait,
Nor care for wind, nor tide, nor sea;
I rave no more 'gainst time or fate,
For lo! my own shall come to me.

I stay my haste, I make delays,
For what avails this eager pace?
I stand amid the eternal ways,
And what is mine shall know my face.

Asleep, awake, by night or day,
The friends I seek are seeking me;
No wind can drive my bark astray,
Nor change the tide of destiny.

What matter if I stand alone?
I wait with joy the coming years;
My heart shall reap where it hath sown,
And garner up its fruit of tears.

The waters know their own and draw
The brook that springs in yonder height;
So flows the good with equal law
Unto the soul of pure delight.

The stars come nightly to the sky;
The tidal wave unto the sea;
Nor time, nor space, nor deep, nor high,
Can keep my own away from me.

J.B

.................... NO MORE WAITING NOW ....................

(tangkap syahdu pulak dahhhh)

FB anyone?

2011-04-27T17:07:00.001-07:00

Hmmmm..... gotcha !!!!!!!!

Lama nyer tak berenang....

2011-04-24T17:41:00.000-07:00

I am still has no confidence (yet) to jump into the pool... afraid if the stitches get infected (its a ridiculous thought.. I know..) .... nanti lah.. dah janji dgn adik dan jiran untuk mulakan kelas berenang soon.. kekekeke...

....akan
.......tetapi
..................haku
............................ter
.........................................jumpa
.....................................................ini

Tapi kan... while I was browsing the net (DesignRulz), I found fake-swimming-pool huaaaa...... ni ssemua berlaku kat Jepun... hai yooo manyak kretip laaa.......

Korang jgn terjun pulak tau, kalau jumpa pool ni kat tepi jalan! Mau benjol kepala!!

REAL KAN??

Anger Management

2011-04-19T16:56:00.000-07:00

Have you ever feel unloved or angry for no specific reason? Or may be you feel not important just because there are some one else is better than you? They could be your brothers, sisters, cousins, friends, or even your best friend. You cannot run away with the feeling because one day the feeling will get heated and finally you throw your tantrum to others.

What is tantrum? Tantrum is type of emotional expression. For example, when your parents telling you something that you may not agree with, instead of talking to them politely, you might slam the door, yell at them, or just leave the room. May be you have observed at the shopping mall, small child was crying out loud because the mother refuse to buy him or her the toy on the rack. That is tantrum.
You must know how to control your negative emotion (like angry) so that you would not get tantrum. Here is the checklist for you to ask yourself:

i. WHAT makes you angry?

Is it when….
• People always pick on you?
• You don’t understand what people want from you?
• No body is listening to what you want?
• _______________________________________

ii. WHAT you think when you are angry?

Are you thinking to …
• Hurt others before they can hurt you ?
• Hurt yourself because you think you should be punished?
• Want to argue with the authority (teacher, parents, prefect)?
• _______________________________________

iii. HOW do you feel that time?

Are you feeling…
• Frustrated?
• Downhearted?
• Powerless to do anything about your life?
• _______________________________________

Try to observe your own emotion for a week. See how many time(s) in a week you feel angry. See how you deal with your anger. Does anger help you to solve your problem? What are the consequences after you show your tantrum?
Let’s identify things that you do to help you stay calm. List all the positive strategies that help you most to deal with the feeling of anger.

• Listen to music and sing along
• Talk to yourself – self monologue
• Do physical activities like some exercise
• Write your feeling in diary or create a blog

Remember, you have to control your anger, before it controls you! Talk to someone you trust is the best. You can talk to your parents, siblings, friends, teachers or go and see your school counselor – anyone that can help you to work on your feelings, help you to build up strategies in dealing with difficult situations that may trigger you anger. Sometimes, anger could boost your creativity. You can always let go your feelings by writing poems, song lyrics or any form of art projects!

Each time you feel angry, you could use the positive methods that work for you to control your anger. Try to think of solutions. This will help you successfully resolve your anger in a positive way.

Dr.Norzah Abd Ghani
psycheupp

Hmmm...

2011-04-17T23:11:00.000-07:00

Kelakar bagi yang rasa kelakar....

(taken from internet... so its not from my camera!)

Jalan jalan....

2011-04-14T20:41:00.000-07:00

As I do my internet-walking... I saw this in one of the forums I have visited...hmmmm... well, dont take it too serious... at least the 'owner' brave enough to write in English huh!

Akademi Fantasia @ Home

2011-04-05T16:57:00.000-07:00

Well, the heat of Akademi Fantasia is on. Though I am not a fanatic fan (used to be hihihihihi) but I have strong fond to music. I didnt get any formal music class, or vocal class... but because of great exposure to music instruments, bands and observing my brothers playing those 'magic things' has so much influence in my life.

As the youngest in the family I always felt that I was 'used' by them... pegi kedai, kemas umah, kemas itu, amik ini, susun itu, susun ini.... and I had no chance at all to play the 'magic things' at home... not until my brothers were out... then, silently I touch here and there... play here and there... And that's the way I learnt the 'magic things'. Until I said to myself that ONE DAY... I WILL HAVE MY OWN STUDIO .... AND ALL MINE!!

I was somewhere between muddled and nonexistent - sometimes I profoundly misundertand the elasticity of my presence at home. But during my university life, music--and performance help me to cope. Music has constantly help me to feel new, fresh, enjoy and absorb life positively.

Now, my concept is music help us to aid ourselves and others in enjoying life. I want music to be a medium for all of us to stay organized, making learning as part of games which are fun and educational!

And to my 'femes' neighbor.... thanks for giving me the trust to teach your talented boy!

Balik kampoonggg.....

2011-03-27T22:00:00.000-07:00

Sweet old memories ........... tak semena mena....... tergerak nak balik kampung.....

back to work...

2011-03-17T18:40:00.001-07:00

i dont know where to begin... how to begin...

but one thing i know that adik dha will not hesitate to take legal action to the individual(s) (or the organization that person(s) work) if they do not follow the G.O properly!!

one day......

"bangang" said adik dhada....

"of*s awak ni tak tau ke saya jaga kes kes t*t*t*t*b???? peraturan mana yg dia ikut ni?"

and the t*m**an p*n***h at hosp*ta* p***ra*a*a pun ketawa sinis ttg surat yg mereka terima dari that individual.....

apa pun... I AM BACK TO WORK!

money money money.... its so funny....in a rich man world....

practice make perfect...

inbound and outbound...

to adik dhada... 'sabar eh.. sabar .... Tuhan akan balas orang orang yang menganiayai orang lain'...

2011 is here... and i am too!

2011-01-06T16:26:00.000-08:00

Life has been good .. at least I see it from my view .. though people keep on showing their sympathy and empathy, I still feel that I am strong and fit enough to face these challenges.

At least, its a turning point in my life: be moderate in whatever I choose to do.

My new year was exciting to me after a long long long break in 2010 but again, the excitement was challenged by my condition. My sister noticed the abnormality at my leg. She felt the skin was too soft and as if there is liquid/puss in it. So she took me to the private clinic, Dr Hanita was not in, so we went to Dr Lisa Alis. The doctor advised us to go the specialist. So, we have to wait till the next day. (Even though the next appointment was in 20 January, tapi dia nak gak bawa g hospital Monday tu, 3 January 2011).

Meeting the doctor at Othor Putrajaya is like &^%(* ... but we are fortunate that we know MR Ewe, MR Tan, specialists in Othor. MR Tan was my specialist when I had slipdisc and he is a VERY VERY GOOD and the job suites him.

So the MO did some cut and there was minimum puss at the soft area near my leg. They admitted me on the spot. They want to do incision and drainage procedure. Huaaaaaaaa

But at least, before I left home, sempat juga men-decor my studio... kekekekekekke..... this is me ... huhuhuhu still in the hospital

2010-10-18T18:30:00.000-07:00

Mukaddimah
Assalamualaikum...telah terlalu lama aku tidak menulis..hari ini aku menulis kembali..mengasah dan mengilap semula segala aspek linguistik yang masih aku miliki setelah Tragedi 30 OKTOBER 2010 yang membawa banyak hikmah dalam hidupku..Catatan suara hati ini sekadar monolog dalaman agar diri ini tenang selepas kuzahirkan segala yang terdetik dalam mindaku yang masih samar ini. Pertamanya..lafaz syukurku kehadzrat Illahi kerana hingga ke saat ini aku masih bernafas meskipun banyak kesangsaraan fizikal dan mental yang perlu kutanggung selepas keretaku dirempuh oleh sebuah kereta Sutera hitam yang melayang dari arah yang bertentangan terbang merentasi pembahagi jalan di highway Pricinct 16 Putrajaya ketika aku mahu pulang dari pejabat. Masihku ingat detik itu, jam menunjukkan pukul 4.45 petang. Aku baru sahaja dijemput oleh adikku Raja K RMK (anak kepada Mak Ungku J yang memeliharaku saling tak tumpah spt anaknya sendiri..alhamdulillah)yang baru pulang dari UPM bagi menyiapkan Ph.D keduanya. (Sesungguhnya dia adalah adik yang amat baik dan bertanggungjawab selain drp layak digelar scholar sejati kerana telah mendapat dua degree, tiga master dan bakal meraih ph.d kedalam usia yang masih muda.)

Hari Pertama Di HOSPITAL PUTRAJAYA
Aku sempat menjerit menyebut " dikkkkkk keretaaaaa dari sebelahhhh!" sebelum pandangan dan deria nrasaku di matikan sekita oleh Allah SAW (sesungguhnya jika tidak berlaku sedemikian pastinya sampai kesaat ini aku akan trauma ketika melihat sebarang kereta di jalan raya. Seterusnya aku hanya sedar orang bertanya sayup sayup kedengaran " minta kebenaran untuk gunting blazer puan ye?" dan aku cuba mengangguk lemah.Aku kembali tidak sedar..sehingga aku terdengar suara lembut menegurku.."Tahu tak puanimana?" Aku cuba menggelengkan kepala, namun tengkukku amat sakit dan terasa ada benda keras menghalang pergerakan. Aku ingat tika aku bertanya "Dimana ni?" Begitu penat dan sakit seluruh tubuh aku rasakan. "tahutak waktu bila ni, puan?" tanya suara itu lagi. Aku ternampak budak muda seperti seorang doktor layaknya. Aku terus bertanya 'pukul berapa sekarang?" dia menjawab pukul 11 malam. "Ya Allah kan tadi aku baru balik dari bekerja. Pandangankku kembali gelap. Bila aku sedar semui la aku terasa seluruh badanku terasa renyuk. Kedua dua kakiku amat berat. Begitu juga tangan kiriku. Aku pun bertanya " kenapa tangan ni berat? Kenapa kaki8 ni berat" tiba-tiba ku terdengar suara Mak (Mak Ungku) " Patah ak..letak simen tulah berat". "Macamana emak ada disisi , emak kan di JB? Otakku tidak lagi upaya memproses apa apa maklumat. Apakah komputer mindaku jammed? OMG..It does not compute.
Pandanganku kembali gelap.......aku terlena dalam kesakitan yang amat sangat.
Hari ke Dua
Malam itu entah berapa kali aku diambil darah dan di check tekanan darah ku..rasanya paling tidak pun empat kali ..jam 9,11 , 3 jam 5..Jam 5 nurse datang untuk tukar cadar...aku masih dalam keadaan separa sedar. Bila aku sedar kulihat seorang Dr. yang amat muda (dalam lingkungan 24 tahun)berdiri disisiku..sebesar anak angkatku Aping dan Ai Mie yang masih menuntut di UPM dalam bidang kejuruteraan dan arkitek. Dr. yang kurus, putih, berambut panjang itu memperkenalkan dirinya sebagai Dr Asther. Dia menjelaskan keadaanku. Kaki kananku dan tangan kiriku patah.Aku terus mbertanya keadaan adikku. Rupanya adik berada dikatil dihujung kakiku. Aku cuba melihat wajahnya. Macam biasa. Dia tampak tenang. Adikku sering tenang sebagaimana sakit sekalipun.Itu yang aku kagumi. Alhamdsulillah..dia selamat.Dr. Asther bertanyakan itu dan ini..aku cuba menjawab sedaya upayaku..dia bertanya tentang kerjaku..aku ..malangnya aku tidak ingat apa yang kujawab.`Selepas DR Aster pergi aku bertanya apa yang berlaku kepada mak. Mak menjelaskan bahawa ada kereta terbabas melintasi pembahagi jalan lalu menghentam keretaku...kemudian keretaku berpusing ik lalu dihentam oleh dua buah kereta dari belakangku. Aku terpererosok dibawah dashboard..Sebentar kemudian aku didatangi sekumpulan doktor.Yang aku dengar Dr.Asther memperkenalkan aku kepada mereka.." This is Dr. Norzah... she involved.....bla bla bla..." Terlalu banyak soal jawab..kenapa mindaku tidak cergas menangkap seperti biasa? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Tengahari itu begitu ramai orang berkunjung dan aku begitu rancak menerangkan keadaanku ..sebenarnya ketika itu aku masih LALOK....*Sebenarnya ketika ini pun masih banyak yang aku lupa...Kepalaku sering pusing seperti roller coaster dan tiba -tiba brek...dan aku tercampak rasanya... Adakalanya berpusing seperti globe..dalam keadaan yang lain pula aku seolah olah berada diatas jongkang jongket gergasi..OMG!(bersambung)

THOSE WERE THE DAYS

2010-09-06T00:00:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah... she is showing so much improvement....

2010-08-15T17:04:00.000-07:00

"I wanna go to the market..... today.... I want to masak Caremel...."

"... wanna follow??..... tapi bakul ni tak muat lah.."

"My daring look" kekekeke

Persediaan Pra Raya

2010-08-15T17:00:00.003-07:00

Hhehehehhee puasa baru 4 days and yet, I am talking about Raya.... this is adik dhada's fine touch....

Hasil seni adik dhada .... hmmmmmm bila laaa dia ni nak 'balik' Malaysia...

Reunion.... Fast and Furious

2010-08-15T16:54:00.001-07:00

Havoc giler...

See you guys .... pok pek pok pek...

Hmm.......

Maleh nak komen... sbb tu den tulis 'fast and furious' ....

Why fast and furious? because.......time flies so fast..... and yet, we cannot see how 'huge' we became....

One fine evening...

2010-08-07T19:28:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah, finnaly after I had my operation, I find a time to visit my brother 'Abang Zul'. Kak Yati & Abg Zul both of them are very nice to me especially during my university time........hmmm... too many things to share... but let it me mine...

Abg Zul.. take care please... you are needed in the family... and I love you.

Time and again....

2010-08-03T18:17:00.001-07:00

** Some one... very farrrrrr away.... email me this old picture of his/her family....

I wonder in 10-20-30 years time.... our picture will look as old as this one.. and I wonder how magnificient the picture/photo in the future... perhaps 3D kot??? cemana ek??? or may be, je like Ibrahim Pendek as in movie "pendekar bujang lapuk"... the image is talking!

THOSE WERE THE DAYS

2010-07-21T00:40:00.000-07:00

I was browsing the internet and at the same time was looking for my old old pictures... yet, I found a few and scan it immediately...

Look innocent huh...... but it didnt reflect the truth.. we were the most 'gila gila' in class... ekekkekeke kelakar mengenangkan zaman ituewwww....

Jangan tak percaya pula ya!

kekekeke... am i still look the same?

THOSE WERE THE DAYS

Me and My Laugh Therapy

2010-07-14T21:59:00.001-07:00

Laugh therapy has been introduced in India and has significant role in life. Adik Dhada's research interest is inspiring and lead me to learn more about Laugh Therapy. Now, it has been almost 3 years I have been sharing the technique to the crowd and happy that the technique benefited them... at least in a point of their lives. So, Lantak Therapy (Adik Dhada's Approach during at critical stress) and Laugh Therapy are like a weighing machine... balance each other so that one may not fall into making wrong decision. My last presentation was at KDN.

Busy doing...

2010-06-23T15:00:00.000-07:00

It has been such sometime that I have not spare my time updating this blog. I have a lot to share..... and yet, too busy to put all my photographic memories in words. First, my sister and I went back to Terachi and do our social work (as usual) at my old old and close friend's school in Negeri Sembilan...We gave talks and motivation to the Year 6 pupils as well as to the teachers. It was a great satisfaction to be with them.

Despite of that, we also brought cupcakes to the teachers - well at least they felt appreciated. Even though they are not teaching us, they have nothing to do with us (except few of them : their elder brothers/sisters were my schoolmate) but their time and effort to teach the pupils are priceless... dari tak tau membaca lah... sampai tau membaca...

Its fun to tell them what is happenining outside their school - I mean outside from their kampung.. hmmm... example:

"Masa cuti sekolah, kamu pergi bercuti kemana?"

-semua angkat tangan- so I asked one of them...

"OK... awak pergi mana?"

"Pergi pasar Kuala Pilah Cikgu"

Err... do you get what I mean??

This is not only happen in that school... it happened few occasions in other schools .. for instance.. there was a time we went to a school at Sungai Besar... the same question... and they answered almost the same... "Pergi ikut emak ke Kuala Selangor" "Pergi pasar" "Pergi sawah" ... may be for them, that is a true HOLIDAY... merayau rayau... its totally different from sekolah bandar... the same question.. different answer!

Adik dhada was interviewed LIVE at RADIO24 (BERNAMA RADIO) 26 May 2010. ekekek it was adhoc decision. Someone - the Editor ke apa tah... called her and was asking about being on-air and she was fine with it... suddenly after came back from a talk on ART THERAPY at BALAI SENI LUKIS NEGARA, she said she wont be at the konti instead the DJ will call her and interview will be done via phone. ehehheheheeh. The interview took about 15-20 mins... and it was in ENGLISH..

hmmm sometime I envy to see her speaking english so fluent and confident... for me to write this blog pun dah cukup baik... with tons of her courage... so along @ www.norzah.blogspot.com(Dato M.N) excuse me for my english as you wrote in your blog about malay-english... but at least I try.......and I am proud of myself... from Malay-Medium, yet still can have an English blog.. kekekekekeke

**** NAIK HANGEN DGN BLOGSPOT NI... DAH SEJAM DEN UPLOAD GAMBAR.... TAK KUAR KUAR JUGAK.... HUISHHH SO, DEN DECIDE LAIN KALI LAH LETAK GAMBAR

SYUKUR DAN TERIMA KASIH

2010-06-07T08:54:00.000-07:00

SYUKUR KPD ALLAH DAN TERIMA KASIH ATAS DOA KELUARGA DAN KAWAN-KAWAN....IM GETTING BETTER NOW..

Malika.....

2010-05-31T19:00:00.001-07:00

ada gaya Malika tak???????..........hmmmmuuuuaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh hmmmmuuuuaaaahhhhhhhhhhh

things about .....

2010-05-31T18:54:00.001-07:00

more pic when i was in the hospital... now i am feeling much better, mobile and happier.. the pain still exist, but as adik dhada said, i have to live with it... and i promise that i will try to lose weight..... so i will feel healthier...and merrier hehehhehe

Finally its DONE !!!

2010-05-15T00:25:00.001-07:00

Alhamdulillah.... finally the date given (17 May 2010) is brought forward to 14 May 2010 -- a long wait --- dah tak tahan dah......

I was so afraid to go for operation (kekekekee ni kes keturunan yo) and that caused the increase of my BP - waduh.....

Mak ungku and Adik Dhada were always at my side, the day admitted until the operation date... they waited for me nearly for 2 hours at the Waiting Room, and followed to the Room (Ward 3C, Room 27)..... mak ungku was the first person waited and give me warm hugs and kisses - I was 'mamai' and 'sedar tak sedar' that time... they said, I was mad at Pak ungku and said "Abah tipu.... kata tak sakit...." hahahhahaha sorry ya bah!! AD tak sedar pun... tak hengat pun cakap cam tuh....

But all in all, semua ok, alhamdulillah.. and thanks for all the prayers.......

SELF KEY PERFORMANCE INDICATOR FOR THIS YEAR

2010-04-18T23:49:00.001-07:00

SELF KEY PERFORMANCE INDICATOR FOR THIS YEAR
Time has passed so fast. After itu ini itu ini,MC bla bla bla its already MAY. Huh MAY? How about my KPI for this year? I mean my personal KPI not the actual mean KPI as mentioned by the Government...
1. I have promised Associate Prof Dr. Sofian to write four articles about Mental
Imagery for journals submission.
2. I plan to write two books this year. The book that i am working on is about
Practicle Use of Mental Imagery In Daily Life and the other one is a
novel....ehehe
3. Well another one perhaps to perform Umrah end of this year (sejuk sikit)

Hmmmm... dah Mei..sempat ke capai semua ni....InsyaAllah!

Burung But But

2010-04-15T23:34:00.000-07:00

One fine afternoon, I saw a bird was hit by a car infront of me. So, I asked adik to stop and I went to look. It was burung but but - still alive and I brought it back.

After 3 days at home, finally the bird is fit to free and fly by its own......

Sehari Semalam Di Hospital

2010-04-15T23:24:00.000-07:00

Mak Engku was there....... meneman-ing me all time :) Bawa buah, bantal ..... air :)

Kucing & Me Jalan-Jalan

2010-04-15T23:17:00.001-07:00

Puan Sri Natasya yang gediks....

Setelah itu, bersantai santai di kolam, sambil makan buah buahan dari kebun sendiri... such a beautiful day

Gotong Royong

2010-04-07T17:35:00.000-07:00

Adik and Anna with Baby Dhannia are with us at Putrajaya. The house is never be so lightfull untill Baby Dhannia is at home....

And, kami pun bergotong royong mencuci pool - hehehe just a caution action - as its a Free Water Supply for Selangor.. mana tau laa kan... kot cume untuk setahun je.. kekkekeke....

Baby Dhannia dah Merangkak

2010-04-07T17:30:00.000-07:00

And she is only 4 months........ so cute !! she's a strong baby. When she was at the ICU, we kept on caling her name, sing the song she used to hear - Pak Cukuk Genggam Gamit and 'Pada Suatu Hari...' untill all the nurses sang along with us when we came..... so cute! Thanks miss misi!

Many Things Happened But I am Still Glad...

2010-04-07T17:13:00.000-07:00

***Gambar Baby Dhannia and Mummy - after recovering .. its a miracle - syukur alhamdulillah..

***Gambar Baby Dhannia - given by the ER Staff

***Gambar kereta.....

(entah kenapa laaaaaa tak boleh nak edit gambar nih masa haku buat benda ni .... )

After I was admitted to Hospital, and got the date for the operation on 13 Mac 2010, mak engku and pak engku, adik jan, anna and baby dhania planned to be with me for support. They drove Mitshubitsi Triton from JB heading to Putrajaya. But they had a terrible accident at Tangkak-Pagoh highway due to the cross wind!

It was a heart-breaking news. Adik Dhada and I could not imagine how it felt receiving the news, what more when it was from a stranger - named MR GOH - he said, the car skidded because of a black snake he saw from behind, went to the other side of the road and tumbling THREE TIMES! Allahuakhbar!!!

But when I asked adik jan, he didnt langgar any snake... the car was 'flicked' at the back, and that led it to the other side of the road.

Allah......

We were from ******a*, straight to Hospital Muar - the road was not so good-raining, jammed and arghhhh... tensen tensen!

Arrived late night, Utih and Pak Teh were there.. A.Lo too. Met mak, bah - they were in a special room - beside the Emergency Room - dhannia was there - not stable and iskkkk susah nak terangkan ler...

Adik had to sign different forms just to get ready *a* news... arghhh.......

I cant do much - my leg in pain, but I have prayers for her....

Later, Anna's mom arrived from Kuching - JB - Muar - that's a relieve.... at least for Anna.

Susah nak terangkan, but adik Dhada is strong. Not a single tears I saw from her face......

cont: blood pressure naik tiba tiba

2010-03-13T00:24:00.000-08:00

Takut punya pasal........bp naik sampai 170!!! But alhamdulillah, the procedure went well. i will update the details at my exclusively Malay Language Blog ek......sonang nak cito......

cont:feel like dr house in assylum hahahaha

2010-03-13T00:16:00.000-08:00

I was brought to the transit ward to change my cloths.....siap berkemas lagi kekeke it was my most embarassing moment..tak pernah tak pakai apa apa kekekeke and all the nurses were laughing at me..huhuhu

There was a moment kene sign consent letter.....aduiii berderau lagi darah ambo......

up date via hp: first experience at OT

2010-03-12T21:34:00.000-08:00

i was clicking and trying to understand more about this hp and suddenly i found the wifi and testing and experimenting this.....kekekekeke jadilaa pulok!!!

These were the photos my sister took before the ESI procedure. It was not planned. My sister and i went to see Mr Tan to discuss about my condition and he did suggest about doing OP and that's the only he gave...but my sister was asking (based on her knowledge and readings) for few other options that was not mention like 'stem injection' lah.... 'microscopic procedure' lah.... And the ESI (epidural steroid injection') , chiropractic lah... Macam2 sampaikan tuan doktor jadi saspen bila dia ada (ekekkekekekke)....but when adik mention ESI, he automatically cepat2 buat call, arahkan untuk buat hari tu juga(the date yg kami jumpa doktor la)....adik dhada was pleased with urgent reaction of the doctor, at least he took immediate action from what she said...yg parahnya ialoh ambo.....saspen owh..........jadi, inilah wajah wajah saspen ku.....

I am Getting BETTER

2010-03-04T04:51:00.000-08:00

This year is really on its hot seat. I was in a great pain early this year. It happened actually before I flew to Surabaya. But when I came back, it worsen!. Went to Hospital Serdang, gave me tears just to get an appointment. Lucky that Adik Dhada is persuasive enough to take me to An-Nur Hospital in Bangi, together with Mak Engku made me a strong person! Get the MRI at KPJ, and alas!!!!!!!!!! I got Slipped Disc at my L5.

By the way... I have wrapped up some stories of my pain at my the other blog at http://www.drnorzah.webs.com/ (feel free to visit ya! and its in Bahasa Malaysia... kekek cepat sikit menaip dgn bahasa ibunda nih)

Today, I got my Epidural Steroid Injection. On the spot! Mr. T*n (actually he's a doctor, I learnt that 'pakar' di panggil 'Mr' - kira mcm kat Uni Prof. Madya/Prof kot - its a pangkat), was in shock when adik Dhada mentioned that... because after all, he didnt explain that, but surgery, surgery and surgery. But I dont care as long as I can get rid of the pain. But of course, I may want other options if available laaa kan..... errrmmm.............. I will explain at the other blog laa eh..... sonang nak citer... kekkekeke....

Anyways, thanks for your prayers and those who visited me... thanks again. And I really need the prayers ........ Jazakallah.

January 2010

2010-01-26T00:56:00.000-08:00

Loging for holiday... ( its only January and my mind is wild with holiday trip!)

I love maps... and I love dictionary... why? entah laa... and I love travelling. I learnt from Mak Ungku and Pak Ungku that life is not only about ourselves... its about others.. about creatures.. and creations of God. And they really mean it... just imagine, both of them could walk distance and distance, without any complaints!! Malu owhhhh......

Telephone

2010-01-05T00:23:00.000-08:00

First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR to all... and this new year will be the greatest year.. for me, for the family, Insya Allah. And I am very optimistic in 2010. YES I AM!

This telephone.... is phone I use at home. Hrmm....... it has super power! I have throw it, slam it, step on it, name it..... cuma tak sampai hati nak ketuk pakai tukul besi je lagi... why? Just because its an old telephone... old version. Many time I wanted to change it at TM, but ... tak sampai hati laa pulak.. and what more, I rarely use the phone... the bill came out normally with 3 numbers... rumah JB, hp Mak, Adik or Myself (ehhh... I didnt call my own number... only when I am out, adik will call me laaa kan).

Being more OPTIMISTIC 2010.... more positive energy will come to me. Ameen....

Job Stress?

2009-12-28T02:26:00.000-08:00

Its near to the 2010 and my job load never ends. Everyday, even how much I try to get it done, the next day, there will be more letters, memos and to do's lists. I love my job, and I am glad that I have (finally) a buddy that at least could help me in many ways - may be I already know and foresee the personality characters of my buddy (I mean a real buddy) - huhuhuhuhu - lebih kurang sama macam yang ada kat rumah tuh.... so, its easy la to handle (hehehehhehe). And I feel glad that my buddy too, get used to my persona and at least could accept me when I am in a good mood, and the other - well, I think my buddy too, learnt about me (if that buddy is reading and following this blog, thanks so much for being so understanding, and keep on understanding me - and if you could satisfy me, then, you definately could satisfy others) - huhh... ayat...... adakah haku ini office mate yang dikategorikan 'sukar' ??? oh tidakkk!!!!! well, I have my personal psychologist to help me then........... (ma'dam........ please I need more medication!!!)

Hmmm...... I celebrated my 4* birthday, on 25th December 2009 - my brother did a suprise. Akak Dhada and my self went to Perling Mall - to get me some socks to heal my cramps - and as I reached home, mak, adik Jan, adik Anna and akak Dhada - sang loudly - as loud as the rain.... "Happy birthday to you..... happy birthday to you... happy birthday to Cik Ad.... happy birthday to you" - They never missed the celebration! I LOVE YOU ALL !!!!!

I remember each year - utih, ucu, a-a a.k.a g-bon, everybody in the family wish me long life, prosperity and happiness... ameen - remembering all these, has lessen the stress - alhamdulillah.

ps: This year... there's a lot of suprises! I get my self 2 electric guitar (imported) , a netbook, trip to UK and Surabaya. Hmmmmmmmm may all the years will get better and better.....

Raja Puteri Nur Dhannia - Mama D's heart

2009-12-11T19:05:00.000-08:00

A Wee Bit of Heaven

A wee bit of heaven
Drifted down from above
A handful of happiness
A heartful of love
A mystery of life
So sacred and so sweet
The giver of joy
So deep and complete.
Precious and priceless
So lovable too
The worls'd sweetest miracle
Baby, it's you.
- By Helen Steiner Rice

Did I Shun??

2009-12-11T18:42:00.000-08:00

Pemandangan Gunung Bromo setelah mendaki apprx. 250 steps, before that, terpaksa naik kuda merentasi gurun pasir (nak jalan kaki boleh... but its about 2km. naik kuda, cuma bayar

50 000 rp saja).

Di kawasan Sunan Ampel - One of the Wali Songo in Indonesia - I was astonished with stories how they performed dakwah to the Indonesian who was primely influenced by the Hindus.

Di kota Wonokromo, Surabaya inilah Sunan Ampel disemadikan.

Sunan Ampel is a name taken from the place he (sunan ampel 's real name is Raden Rahmatullah from the Champa Teritory - somewhere in Thailand) decided to berdakwah - his way of berdakwah is more towards toleration between the local people and the teaching of islam. Beliau hanya memberikan pengajaran sederhana yang menekankan pada penanaman akidah dan ibadah. Dia-lah yang mengenalkan istilah "Mo Limo" (moh main, moh ngombe, moh maling, moh madat, moh madon). Yakni seruan untuk "tidak berjudi, tidak minum minuman keras, tidak mencuri, tidak menggunakan narkotik, dan tidak berzina."

Mak bought a book on Wali Songo and I have read it all. Difficult to share it here... but its an eye opener for me to see things beyond my left logic brain!

The Pheonix - Burung Cenderawasih.... memang lembut bulunya...... cantik banget!

I am back...

2009-12-11T18:00:00.000-08:00

Such a long break I had.

We went to Surabaya, Indonesia ; Mak, Abah, Adik Dhada and Aping - Adik Jan and Adik Anna, supposedly with us, but Adik Anna delivered the first grand-daughter of the family, and the first grand-daughter from the the first son of the family (iskkkkkk belit belit).... so they could not come with us. Sure, kalau Adik Jan dan Adik Anna, ada, tentu best - especially the part at Bromo Volcanic Mountain - I have huge stories to share.... about the new member of the family - and me as "Mama D" now................. kekekekkekeke best rupanya jadi 'Mama D' - Mama D to Raja Puteri Nur Dhannia Raja Mohd Kamarizan...

I feel the earth... move... under my feet...

2009-11-23T21:41:00.000-08:00

Be happy!
You will grow into God’s greatest blessing, His highest pride.
Be happy!
Yesterday’s world wants you to enjoy its surrendering breath. Today’s world wants you to enjoy its surrendered breath. Tomorrow’s world wants you to enjoy its fulfilling breath.
Be happy!
Be happy in the morning with what you have.Be happy in the evening with what you are.
Be happy!
Do not complain. Who complains? The blind beggar in you. When you complain, you dance in the mire of ignorance. When you do not complain, all conditions of the world are at your feet, and God gives you a new name: aspiration. Aspiration is the supreme wealth in the world of light and delight.
Be happy!
Do you want never to be poor? Then be happy.Do you want ever to be great? Then be happy.
Be happy!
You will get what you like most.You will get what you like best.
Be happy!
God sees in you His aspiring creation. His transforming realization, His illumining revelation, and His fulfilling manifestation.
Be happy!
Be happy!
- Sri Chinmoy

Me and My Fujimaru Children

2009-11-23T17:29:00.000-08:00

Last weekend was a busy weekend but I enjoyed the weekend until I found it hard to let the days go.... I cant believe myself that I felt so touched with their presence in my life. sob... sob.... Din, Jan, Kouru and Zee.... I will be missing you all....

Me, Kouru, Aping and Zee in the Fujimaru ship.

Din, Kouru, Aping, Zee and Ijan in the Taming Sari Tower 7 minutes strip on the skywalk.

If not because of them, I, Adik Dhada and Aping would never be in this place.. somewhere in Putrajaya.

Supper at Azu Maju.

Indeed, I miss them. Their laughter, jokes and warmth. Hope that I will meet them again. And unfortunately, I cant wait until the flag waving moment. I was in hurry to the airport for Kuantan that evening. But I am sure, they will come back again!

Bakul Frm Bukit Serene

2009-11-16T15:30:00.000-08:00

Pic lama.... just got a few minutes before I start to rumble in this tiny office. Bakul from Bukit Serene. Some one 'there' managed to get it out from the golden cage. Ekekekek... you go girl!

I love the weather lately. Cool, peace and calm. Alhamdulillah.

..... my heart whispers

2009-11-02T00:34:00.000-08:00

Pergi rumah induk, teringat macam macam.... sedih....gembira.... sayu..... nasb ada kak ngah..... dulu, selalu memain kat sini..

............... have no words to say but i think its better not to say.... just do not want to hurt more individuals and more feelings. Sometimes i dont understand why should apathy come into my life...... why and thought it is just part of the repression and supression of my own feelings.

Or am i being too blunt to those feelings or am i being too technical in dealing with day-to-day life. and today .. perhaps yesterday.... i made a mistake.....And just wonder i am polishing the surface of the emotions that have be stoned..begin to love flowers and the beautifulness of the nature...... the emotions inside starts to soften again...

Lord.. i wonder why.... a day before... i had this dream that there were four sides where i have to go and each side represents some significant others in my life...I wonder.............

Stories... again... just a story

2009-10-29T20:51:00.000-07:00

Some one told me to write some of my stories here, instead at my other blog http://drnorzah.webs.com/ why? because at the blog my writings are in bahasa negori... hehehe sorry my dearest readears... but one thing that I really like most and finally have the guts to share it here is about my childhood time.. especially being the youngest in the family.. huh.. not as beautiful as what many people perceived it.. at least, not for me. It was the hardest time.... I remember when the villagers called me "Kemuncup", "prewel mati (prewel basikal zaman dulu)" "anak korek korek" huh.... and the only reason was I always attached to my mom. Just imagine, I was still with my swinger (Buai) when I was 10 years old! My dad gantung tali pada palang 'peran'. Talinya tali lembu..kain buaiannya kain selimut. Kekekke you could hardly find it nowadays.... they just buy the electrical swinger... not like my time those day.. mesti ada palang nak buat buai.

And I remember the day my mom passed away... and when she was "dimandikan" the buat was there and I saw everything vividly from the buai... yet, I remember each single thing they did to my mom. I was so mad when there was a lady, called "keledek" boleh tanya "emak ko mano?" Padahal dia tahu mak tengah terbujur...meninggal dunia....iskkkk.. what a world! Even now I think I try to rationalize that she might be want to start a conversation with me.

Being the youngest for me is a confusing scenario - pergi kedai..ambil itu..ambil ini...tahap- tahap asistant - huh...... ....semua kena buat..panjat pokok ambil buah...kena marah tu biasa sangat...and the worst thing was... i always feel left out - orang terlupa kot? lupa aku menyorok bawah lemari, lupa aku tak makan lagi, lupa aku belum main lagi (walhal dah janji)...... and... (hmmm tak yah citer lah)

And I grew older, I learnt about 'sindrom anak bongsu' .... huh! all the questions answered, and many of it still left unanswered... but who care now? I have my instant family and the best part is, I am no longer the youngest... but the ELDEST instead! yaaaabaadaaaabeeeduuuuuu being a "Kak Long" wahhhh.......best....................sbb adik dua je dan dah besar besar eheheheee. Heppppp jangan melawan Kak Long cakap....agaknya adik hakula plak menderita jadi adik ekekekkee...lalalalalllaaaaa....senangnya dalam hati...

What is in the photo?

2009-10-19T22:40:00.000-07:00

I like this photo. It has the chemistry. It looks lively. And its real. An equal distance between the girl (Suhaila) and my Tan Sri Tommy... and it does not separate the spirits inside these two beings.

Makan Makan Raya Raya

2009-10-11T17:15:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to my sister - Adik Dhada - on the day we invited relatives to our hut on 26-27 September 2009 - and on the 27 Sept. is my sister's birthday.. so we celebrated with mak, abah, aping, gbon and tut tut, bibik.... and all...... sharped in 12.00 midnight, 27 September 2009.

**gambar tak boleh nak upload coz semuanya sexy sexy belaka hukhukhuksss**

Aping and her Sate....

A-a aka Gbon

Abah (Pak Engku) and ML (Mak Engku Gai)

*******

And the following day, my family came and the day became marrier

Ramai....... macam ada kenduri

See........ and then my eldest brother cam... and its the ending of the day.. but we really had a beautiful chat. Along spent his time at our music room.

Jalan Jalan Raya

2009-10-05T17:18:00.000-07:00

I am too busy with my work... and I feel guilty for not updating this blog - huh.. am I hooked with my own blog?????? This are som pics taken at Mak Long's house. She has guests whom happen to be Adik Dhada's friend in Dublin (Kak Fid) punya relative and our neighbour!! What a small world kan?

Kuih kuih dari Istana Bukit Serene

Extended Family From Sibu

2009-09-29T16:40:00.000-07:00

Raya 2009 was the most happening! Anna's family came to celebrate raya with us. They reached Senai at Raya Eve..... had ketupat for supper. The next day, we went jalan-jalan raya! ATE LOTS OF FOOD!!

From right: me, jenny, adik dhada and anna

Then, we followed the Chinese Culture - Makan Beramai-ramai. We went to my fav. seafood restaurant : ALAM. Fresh and yummy yummy......

Jenny with her FISH HEAD!

From right: Jenny, Anna's mother, Anna, Me and Adik Dhada.... burrrpppp

From right: Pak Engku, Anna's daddy and Adik Jan

Kekekkekekekeke .... makan makan makan : Anna is the happiest person here. Ya lo........ lama tak jumpa mereka kan?

OK. From right, Adik Jan (garu kepala ek dik??), Collin, Jacob and Jenny

These were the food we ate.

Ymmmmmmmmm.......

Ketam masak black paper

OK... it came to the end.... ni masa nak balik...

Collin, Jacob, Anna's daddy, Pak Engku and Adik Jan

Muahhhh muahhhh muahhhhh

alamak... apsal haku terselit kat situ ha????????

Everything Back To What it Was

2009-09-28T18:09:00.000-07:00

I started my routine life yesterday (28 Sept 2009). Still need to gauge my mind to start all over again, but one thing that I most enjoy at work is the task and responsibility on my shoulder. That make me feel a little bit better. But again, with my new boss - quite appealing to me, hope I could perform better. Alhamdulillah.

Today, we will gonna have makan makan - as usual, I brought timun potong, nenas potong and bawang potong...... others brought the other part of the dish - laksa, kuah, and kuih muih. Hmmm.... macam mana nak diet kan?

ARRISA

2009-09-27T16:46:00.000-07:00

Arissa is another a MUST during hari raya. Arissa is a royal main dishes. Hmmmm susah nak explain macam mana nak buek tapi guna oats, whole chicken and ghee. Gelek gelek, gaul gaul (like dodol) and siap dah!

This is my god-daughter tengah mengacau Arissa
Pak Engku (Bah) dah test, dia kata macam Ungku Salmah buat.

Dah sedia untuk di packed kan dalam bekas .

Hari Raya, Hari Yang Mulia....

2009-09-27T16:38:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah......... we went back to JB on Friday avening - after work. Adik Dhada drove the car, and it went smoothly - no traffic because we went out as scheduled - 5.00-9.pm masa untuk warga kota pulang ke selatan tanahir - JB.

The drivers on road too drove carefully - no dangerous car passed our car and most of the drove with manners - I think the most of the road accidents are because they were 'mengantuk' kalau ikut cara pemanduan yang betul, insya allah selamat. We had our iftar at hentian rehat somewhere in Melaka, then continue our journey, safely at home around 11.00pm.

As usual, ketupat is the MUST...and we had difficult time to make it because Tan Sri is sebuk-ing nak buat ketupat jugak!

Geram betul!

Final touch. This one, only MAK could do it... kkekekkekee

My students..

2009-09-27T16:29:00.000-07:00

I had a suprised visit last few weeks before raya. One of my students came to the tuition centre and turn up tp be a BIG BOY. The boy I used to see wasnt the same now. He stood still, dressed up like a grow up man. He is doing his PhD somewhere in the globe. I am proud of him. He gave me a KANGAROO and I like it so much!

Another week before raya too, another student of mine, had a car accident. So much lucky that she was OK. But her 'Noreen' (we gave her car a name after the accident - Noreen) had to be 'hospitalised'. And the world is so small, the person that she bumped was the person I knew about more than 20 years ago!!!!!! hehehehheheheheheh.. kelakar lah! At the CSI, when he saw me he said "Saya kenal awak nih....... student UPM kan?" kekekek and I smiled - wahhhh den masih femessss.

So my exstudent ni went to see him at UPM where he is working to say sorry - again he said, "Mak angkat awak tu, saya kenal lama dah... dari tahun 80an" kekekekkekekek aduisssss..... nak 'kembang' ke nak 'kuncup' nih???? kekkekekekeke

Salam AidilFitri Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-16T16:19:00.001-07:00

Life is like a painting

And I painted my life beautifully. Its a prayer, and Allah listens to those who pray.

Aidil Fitri is a day of victory. And alhamdulillah, today adik dhada completed reciting the Al Furqan. I started it at early weeks of Ramadhan, she continued until yesterday. Syukur Alhamdulillah, we completed reciting it together, and telah pun Qatam Al Quran.

I must be proud of myself. I went to uninstitutionalised classes and not too serious in learning it. The old man who taught me that time was too busy with his work at his garden, while my other friends and myself, had to be in the living room, reciting the Quran. Well, he was well-versed with it - memorised it by hard. BUT DEFINATELY NOT US. Since he was not in front of us when we recited the holy book - he didnt realised that we had our own way to make it interesting. Just like and ads on TV "bila ibu tiada dirumah, semua benda boleh dimakan" - IMAGINATION lah! Akibatnya, I became just like that old man - learned it by hard and its hard for me to READ the Quran but its easy to say it out verbally. (by hard laa tuh!)

Until there was a month of Ramadhan - as usual, I became to 'open ceremony' - adik dhada always be the 'closing ceremony'. I was reciting the Quran slowly - merangkak'ly. And I felt so sleepy..... didnt realise I fall asleep. Until in the middle of the night I woke-up and continue recite the Al Quran, but this time was so fluent!!!!!!! I didnt know what happen, but its an experience.

There was another Ramadhan, at Mak's house in JB. I was reciting the Quran, then I saw mak went upstairs, just peeping at me. Then she went down. During the day, I was asking Mak, why she didnt say anything or was she looking for something that morning. And suprising me, SHE DIDNT WENT UP THAT MORNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jeng jeng jeng..... siapa kah itu???? it remains a mystery.

And so on... so on... each Ramadhan had its own stories. At this entry, I just want to share a victory for what we (my sister and I) had achieved - Both of us, telah Qatam Al Quran, Ramadhan 2009!

Alhamdulillah. To all my readers, Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir Batin. Memandu dengan berhemah!

RAYA - SHOCKING NEWS - PUAN SRI and TAN SRI

2009-09-11T22:11:00.001-07:00

(My 3G handphone with Mak Engku: So we can talk and see each other)

I took sometime to write about my childhood at my other blog (www.drnorzah.webs.com) and I know it rejuvenates my mind. And when I looked back, life isnt bad at all. I went through it successfully (alhamdulillah), yet there were some souring experience but it didnt make my life sour at all.

As usual, the mood of Raya has been attacking me after 2 weeks of fasting. I started ordering the cookies and shopping. I spent my time with my family - they came to Putrajaya, we chatted, we called each other. Most of the topics were RAYA!!! RAYA!!! and RAYA!!! Aidil Fitri never be the same until God listens and accepts my prayer - Aidil Fitri is colorful to me since I have mak and abah, a home to be called a real home, persons to talk and to share about almost EVERYTHING. And this few years... nearly 10 years, I feel the real meaning of AIDILFIRI.

But there is a shocking news for all of us. Mak Cik is suspected to have cancer. She is a joyful person, she has beautiful and sincere smile ever. Can be bold and funny at the same time. I enjoy myself each time I am with her. Receiving the fact, Mak Engku said she could accept it positively. Well, mak had that earlier and abah sure understood how Pak Cik felt. So perhaps mak and abah will console them..... wisely. To Mak CIk, we will always pray for your goodhealth. (nanti boleh masakkan lagi nasi briyani dan gear box soup ya!)

Puan Sri Natasya.

She's getting better and she already had her first vaccine. But after visiting the doctor, we discovered that she has 'kurap' - perhaps her thick hair - the doctor would like to vaccine her but after a week she had her fisrt jap - so next week, before balik kampung, we MUST take her to the clinic again. SO, now you guys know why we call her PUAN SRI - macam macam.... kalau manusia, mesti dah nak cucuk botox !!!! She likes to groom herself!!! Hmmmm you must see her in person!

Tan Sri Tommy.

After Puan Sri came back from the hospital, Tan Sri was very very excited! He ran here and there, took Puan Sri's hand to play, to sleep, to eat and to poo! Cess.............. kontrol macho betul! He would 'bath' Puan Sri when Puan Sri has nothing to do. He would search for Puan Sri if we started to look for Tan Sri - dia lah yg paling sebuk mencari juga!!! (can you imagine tak?)

Psssss.....ttttt... My sporting Jiran (www.ceritapnut.blogspot.com) her lampu liplap ready at her anjung.... waaaaa...raya sakan nampak?! For us? iskkk....... nanti Puan Sri and Tan Sri sebuk pulak nak tangkap lampu liplap. Ni pun nasib both of them are kept inhouse kalau tak, mau bertandang kat rumah Pnut!

This Ramadhan and Memories 09 09 09

2009-09-08T22:46:00.000-07:00

Kg Limau Purut is a place I was brought up and now, Nenek pun tinggal di Kg Limau Perut (somewhere in JB). Kebetulan kan?

Sometimes, my mind flows back to the time when I was a small kid - and I do remember all of them..... their houses, names and even what they did.... let me list them out.....

1.Rumah Salleh- Acik Majid aka majid tekong, acik icham, kak ara (dulu nama tiara tu pelik..jam ni nama glamor beb), kak enab (hehe dulu ada penyanyi zainab majid, tamin, jaley, saleh dan daghus.

2.Rumah Izam: Pak Lang Yahya , ML Limah, kak Kiak, kak kamariah, suman, tapa, abang tapa tu sapa ye, idah, izam dan adik izam.

3.Rumah Acik Lijah: Acik Lijah, acik daud, kak ani, kak Lor.

4. Rumah Iyam: Cik Iyam, pacik Lahaman, Kidir, arwah abg mail, pridah, natrat, tiawan, aka tiawan ada dua ,illi, abg atan.

5. Rumah Cik Midah: Cik Midah, kak Rahmah, Kak Jie, Zul dan Kholid.

6. Rumah Cik Lamlah: Cik Lamlah, Cik Mihad, Kak Kam, Kak Non, Alang Karim, Itah, Juha, arwah Nora, Cumi.

7. Rumah Lobai Koyok: Lobai Koyok, Cik Jerah, Abg Ena Kari, Kak Leha, akak pada Leha, Udin kocik.

8.Rumah Umi: Cik Umi, Cik Borhan, Abg Braim, Kak Iyah, Udin besar, Apa gomok, kamariah , ano.

Rumah Deraman: Pak Long Deraman, bini dia, abg Ujang toyak, abg zahar, akak ros, ado sorang lagi lelaki tu nama apo tah dan asri.

9. Rumah Selomah: Selomah, cik enab, obet. Ujang.

10.Rumah Sail: Acik Sail, bini ee, Mayut, Ujang Buncit dan Isteri, Cikgu Usup dan Anja,

11. Rumah Indok Timah: Indok Timah

12. Rumah Uwan Cik Amah: Wan Cik Amah, Kak Hawa, Pak Nusi, Arwah kak leha, kak Zaimiah dan abang ujang.

13. Rumah Wan Indun: Wan Indun, Abg amad Playboy, AmanKadir, Ujang, Pak Ulung Saji.

14. Rumah Cik Lipah: Acik Lipah, Acik Ujang, Abg Duan, Mala, Ati, Maznah, adik maznah tu nama sapo ye.

15. Rumah satu ni slalu rurup. Letaknya antara rumah Pie dgn rumah Acik Jenab.

16. Rumah Pie: Acik Pie, Acik Seriah, Along kasim, alim, abg alim yang kawin dgn anak mail bubut, daro, dawood, timah.

17. Rumah Latit: Acik Latit Kalam, Acik Jomah, Akak Ano, Akak imai, Lina, Aju, Zurid.

18.Rumah Lobai Diris: Lobai Diris, Biniee hehe lupo namo, Kak Long, Abg Kama, arwah ghodi, imam Ghazali aka imam pa-awa.

19. Rumah Derih: Atuk Deris, Acik awo, abang Akob, abang akob yg kawin ngan anak yunus tu nama sapa yo, abang iya aka iya tachung.

20. Rumah Manap: Acik Manap Tombot, acik baah, embung ani, arwah uwok, mali, icum, iyo, johari, johaimi dan adik dia..rose kut.

21.Rumah Yunus (rumah arwah wan Imat): Yunus, isteri dia, pridah, amat perak, adik dia tiga orang.

22. Rumah Haji Jaalam: Isteri dia manis, Kak Long tu jarang nampak, abang Baha, Udin .

23. Rumah Jadam: Acik Jadam. Acik Ami, Mayo. anak-anak mayo-izan, nuri dan adik dia.

24. Rumah Isa: abg Isa, akak Chabui, anak dia amat.

25. Rumah Haji Ghohin: Haji Ghohin Kiok, yaghuh Latun, anak pempuan dia (omak Chunek), Chunek 3 beradik.

26. Rumah Akob Rebung: Akub Rebung, Yaghuh Siah, Ujang sayau, bini ujang sayau dan dua anak dia .

27. Rumah Mat Letop: Mat Letup, Iyam Mat Letup, Anak dia saleh, arshad, mariani, Ena.

28. Rumah Edot: Edot, Kadir dan tiga anak dia. Yaghuh Munap dan isteri dia.

29. Rumah Bedah : Bedah, Bidin, Pari , Badur dan Ilah.

Kekekekkeekke tak sangka kan? I have all of them in one of the folders huhuhuhuhuhu.......

Oh ya...... if you notice, at the end of the window in this blog, I have created another blog (Dunia Dr. Norzah) and sometimes I just want to write in my own language - if you want to familiarize yourself with Bahasa Negeri Sembilan, come and read that blog - this one... will remain the TOP of My List!

I remember them.. do they?

2009-09-07T20:16:00.000-07:00

Remember I told you guys regarding my friend, Fadhil in one of the postings and recently he called. Well, he is still a friend of mine and we do share some sweet memories as 'budak kampung'. Yet now, we are no longer 'budak kampung' that people could look down at us. He is a lawyer and I am a Doctor - as what we disscussed and 'angan' kan when we were young. I could not remember having his photo during our childhood, but this was taken when he came to my house - perhaps it was the second meeting. I was so happy he never changed perhaps both of us... still like dolu dolu..

But I had another memory.... when I was young, I had few good friends ... just like The Famous Five - We infact named our group as LINA (hahahhaha macam lagu Dato' Shake pulak kan). Lina is for:

L-Lina
I-Icum
N-NNorzah and
A-Atiah

..ekekekeke..hmmmmm see.... lah.. macam gangster pulak! The best part was we had our Badge (guna kertas) and we wore it all the time... hahhahahahahha huwahahaha..Only if they read this blog....... sure we end up with a big smile... ekkekeke apa tidaknya..... The Famous Five gitu - kan cari kes-kes yang boleh diselesaikan.....fuh sakan...! Mana dia orang ek!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

2009-09-06T21:41:00.000-07:00

This photos was taken I think 5 years ago??? in 2004 ?? Hmmmm too old to remember this event. But it was during Hari Raya... at Nek's house in JB. And it was the very first time I learn how to make my own ketupat!!!!! Yaaa hooo.................

And I marked the ketupat, so I can ate my own... hehehehehe..... tapi bilo dah masuk dalam periuk.... sama je... hahahahhaha

But this year Mak (Engku) kata tak nak buat ketupat. Dia nak buat Arissa... sejenis makanan tradisi kaum kerabat diraja Johor.... bahan bahannya mudah tapi time dolu dolu mahal ler... tak de orang kebanyakkan nak membuek nyo.

Dah makan ariisa?

Gali Gali Gali

2009-09-01T16:47:00.000-07:00

Comel nyer ENGINE ....... suka dapat kotak kekekekke

Al Fatehah......

2009-08-26T21:27:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah, without many announcement made, the gathering I could consider a succeed. Thanks to all who really made an effort to make it real.

And of course, to my bibik, who was very very very helpful. Adik Dhada, who took all of us with our "Black Abang Naza" to this place. Hmmmmm tak sia sia adik beli kete beso!

"Bantai" aka "Mantai"

2009-08-24T20:39:00.000-07:00

Haaa... sapa sapa nak create dialog ???? sila sila......

About Puan Sri....

2009-08-20T16:35:00.000-07:00

Puan Sri Natasya is getting better.... after 4 days warded, 2 1/2 botol air, ubat, vitamin, dan macam macam lagi laa... akhirnya Puan Sri dibenarkan pulang.

The first day, she wasnt eating at all. So we gave her gel vitamin (forced-feeding). I was buntu of not knowing what to make Puan Sri makan. The vet said, she has eaten a little bit and try to keep on monitoring her meals.

Finally, when adik dhada saw me had difficult time on keep my eye to Puan Sri, she asked bibik tu rebus ayam - I wasnt so sure for what. So, she gave Puan Sri air rebusan ayam, she still didnt want it, and she try to give ayam yang dia dah penyek penyek pakai jari - WALLLLOOOAAPPPPSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS - ZASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS- PUAN SRI MAKAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YABADABEDUUUUUUU

Oleh itu, petuanya di sini BY EXPERIMENT - kalau kucing tak nak makan, atau hilang selera makan, kasi makan ayam! kekekekekekekke

So what happened when adik dhada concentrate to Puan Sri, ENGINE SUDAH MERAJUK.......

Dia tidur atas meja menunjukkan di memberontak! kekekekkee

Buat dek je bila orang panggil dia.. nak ajak masuk bilik.

Memekak kan telinga!

SABAR JE KUCING NI....

"Happiness is not a destination. It is a method of life."

2009-08-16T21:25:00.000-07:00

Hmmmmm I got this from Che Nor - lovely kozin in Minesota - and I do hope that all of my friends here could pray for her health... so we still can hear her laugh, notty stories and hillarious gossip! (opsss)

Well, we had the article posted in my office - the be specific, right infront of our boss's door. It was like 2 months ago. I dare not to take it out, just afraid if HE is the one who posted the article, until I got it from Che Nor today.

and another email came along with the attachment:

Assalamualaikum wrt wbt

Dear friends,

Its hard to explain, and difficult for me to share this article I received from a friend. But, sometimes it does come across in our day to day life - without any 'sabr' we may turn to 'a monster'. Or end up, by doing the task/job ourselves!! And yet, if this keep on going on in our organization, it could be harm to all of us as well as to the organization.

So, let me put it this way.... for those who always dealing with the 'related individuals' stated in the article, please be cool and use ASSERTIVE SKILLS to handle them. Learn how to EXPLAIN and let them know the CONSEQUENCES of their attitudes. Or perhaps, if they do the mistake, correct them IMMEDIATELY. DO NOT DELAY.

And for those who feel that you are the person mentioned in the article, PLEASE BE CAREFUL. LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKE and TAKE OWNERSHIP of your job. Built some SENSE OF BELONGING before you keep repeating doing the same mistake. REMEMBER - the definition of insane is "doing the same thing over and over again, and expecting a different result" (Benjamin Franklin) - Thus, DO CHANGE - SO YOU CAN HELP YOURSELF and of course, THOSE WHO WORK WITH YOU TOO.

Wallahu'alam.

And about this litte bird, we caught him with bare hands - he was trapped in a room where we want to have our lunch at Sungai Burung. Now we know why the place is called 'Sungai Burung'. Memang banyak burung rupanya!

Puan Sri Natasya dan Tan Sri Tommy

2009-08-13T18:10:00.000-07:00

Puan Sri yang warna oren nih.... she is the one who is still in the Vet Hospital. Please pray for her ya.... the vet said she hasnt improve much. She has lost her appetite. Does not want to eat. Huhuhuh........

Ya Allah, selamatkan laaa Puan Sri Natasya nih..

Tan Sri Tommy yang warna grey + white. He is as active as usual. Businessman laa katakan. Memang sebuk. But we do believe that he misses Puan Sri so much.

Bakawali Yang Mengembang

2009-08-13T18:07:00.001-07:00

Semalam, berkembanglah lagi satu lagi spesis bunga bakawali yang ada pada taman kami. Cantik kan? Berbanding dengan yang dulu.

Kalau kawan kawan selak page yang lama lama, ada lagi bunga bakawali tu... tapi yang ni, yang baru je kembang. We got the baka from ML's house.

Puan Sri Natasya

2009-08-12T23:56:00.000-07:00

Huhuhu... sedih nih... my new kitten - Tasya - sakit. She losts her appetite and murung. Huarghhh........we took her to the clinic the day mak engku was here... but nothing much improvement.

We gave her glucose, multivitamin gel - it helps her to sustain.

Cant wait.... we email a vet via one of the forum in the net. He advise us too:

Dear ********,
Sorry for the late reply, I was having meeting from the morning.
Without looking at your kitten, it is quite difficult for me to tell you what is wrong with her. One thing for sure, if she does not have vaccination as yet, the chances of her contracting viral infection are there, some of them can be fatal. There are test kits available at the vet clinic to test for important fatal viral infections for cat. I'm not sure whether the vet you have visited conduct the screening but I do believe she does. Antibiotics can help to prevent secondary bacterial infection but cannot treat viral infection if any has been confirmed.
You mentioned that your kitten has lost appetite and you are doing force-feeding now. How long has this been going on? Has she been drinking? Is her condition deteriorate since you visited the vet? Constant lost of appetite and lost of body condition can cause liver and kidney malfunction, that may leads to more complication. I do recommend you to send her for drips fearing that she might have severely dehydrated and emaciated.
Please send her to the vet immediately and do keep her warm by wrapping with towels and warm water bag if possible. If the time permits, please send her to UPM University Veterinary Hospital as soon as possible. You may look for Dr. Jason or Dr. Nor. If you can let me know your location, I may be able to recommend some of my colleagues for your reference.
Sent from my iPhone

Dr. M****************************** (Dip. AHH, DVM)

Upon receiving this email, we immidiately took Tasha to vet and get her over night for drips. Just now I called the Dr. and he said Tasha is better than yesterday, but still cant say much on her positive progress.

We do not want to take any of her picture now.... she has to be good in photo - please pray for her......... may Puan Sri can be active again. Tan Sri 'T' really miss her......

Life....

2009-08-07T00:28:00.000-07:00

Engine... always be the eye in our house. Even now we have 'Tasha' and 'Tommy' but he seems to be the center. Comel kan?

**Hadiah Kucing**

Adik Dhada hadiah kan me seekor kucing persian.Syok betul. But the day adik dhada gave me the present (Persian Kitten), Engine tak balik dan kecil hati. Kesian dia... ok.

Persian Kitten - hadiah from adik dhada.

I always dream of having a persian cat - so one day, adik dhada took me to a pet shop in Melawati and she bought for the kitten - we tought the kitten was female - so kami namakan NATASHA - mmg nak kucing betina sbb nak suruh manja manja laa dgn den ni haaa-

Alih alih, after 2 weeks, the NATASHA tukar jadi NORDIN --> arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

tensen tensen. 'cek not' dia keluar laa pulak!!!

adussssssss.....

so adik dhada kesian, the night tu juga, pergi ke KOTA KEMUNING (branch kedai yang beli 'natasha') dan beli seko lagi dan yang ni betul betul betina.... kami namakan TASHA. Yang NATASHA tu jadi TOMMY.

gambar TASHA dan TOMMY nanti ok!

Shop at IKEA

Apa lagi.. tambahkan lagi koleksi ENGLISH kami!

maklum ler... mak and abah nak datang.. wat inspection!

Kek Lapis Serawak

2009-08-05T18:59:00.000-07:00

Interested? Directly contact Anna @ 017 765 1437

Terima Email Yang Menarik......

2009-07-29T19:35:00.000-07:00

Pagi ini, psycheupp dapat email yang menarik.... saja nak share dengan kawan kawan di sini:

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Saya sebagai lelaki rasa tercabar apabila isteri saya sering mewar-warkan kepada saya bahawa umur saya dah melewati 40 tahun. Life starts at 40.. 'Kalau U rasa U nak pasang lagi satu, I izinkan', kata isteriku.. Bila berangan tentang nak kahwin lain ni memanglah seronok. Tersengih- sengih aje lah I at that time. 'Dunia ni dah terbalik gamaknya, kawan-kawan aku siap pegi Siam sana nak nikoh lagi satu, ni bini aku siap suruh pasang sorang lagi...?!' Tak tahulah kalau isteri I tu main reverse psikologi dengan I. Tapi lepas I berfikir panjang, rasa-rasanya tak nak lah. Sebab apa ? Bila mengenangkan umur I yang dah 40+. Let's say kalau I kahwin dengan anak dara, katakan umur 22 tahun. Memang lah seronok beb. Seronok benda yang kat dalam seluar dalam tu aje lah. Tentang makan minum, pakai I, kemas rumah dan kegemaran I, rasa nya I tentu asyik teringatkan my first wife. Tak perlu nak ajar, I suka makan apa, cam mana cara nak masaknya, baju I kena gosok cam gini, kalau I bangun tidur I suka kalau my wife dah siapkan segala gala nya lah. Tak perlu I bagitau, dia dah tahu apa I suka. Cerita apa I suka kat TV, teh atau kopi manis macam mana, hobi apa, sukan kegemaran ... semua dia dah tahu. Tak perlu start balik macam zaman umur 20-an dulu ... Rasa rasa dapat ke isteri muda I suruh buat gitu, tentu dia banyak ragam. Ye lah dia muda, I kan dah tua. Mesti dia kata I ni mengada-ngada. Sure I yang kena manjakan dia lebihlah, sebab dia muda. Silap haribulan, takut lari lak, kan ...

Isteri muda ni bukan macam yang dah bersama dgn kita sejak muda. Kalau kita rasa isteri tua banyak belanja, isteri yang muda pasti lagi teruk. Eh, budak 20-an zaman sekarang, dengan henbeg Gucci, dengan nak tudung kain Mawi dan henpon jenama Nokia N95, Itu tak termasuk kereta, paling korok pun mesti nak Honda atau Toyota . Perempuan muda sekarang mana main naik Proton atau Perodua. Kalau I tak bagi barang-barang tu, dia tak nak bagi 'barang' dia lak malam-malam. Sedangkan dengan isteri tua, awal-awal kahwin naik motorsikal cabuk pun sanggup, berpanas berhujan, dukung anak kita dicelah motor tu.
Ahh ... terkenang juga zaman 'miskin' dulu tu. Rumah dengan bini tua dulu pun setakat apartmet 3 bilik. Tidur atas tilam nipis, dapur pun kecik, perkakas pun tak banyak. Oh, untuk isteri muda, terpaksa aku buat OT untuk bayar rumah teres dua tingkat tu, nak bayar peti ais Samsung dan TV Sony Bravia 40-inci mu itu ... Dah umur 40-an ni, darah tinggi lak aku ni kena buat OT setiap hari ... hari minggu pun kena cari duit ... nak tengok bola pun tak dapat ....

Lebih haru lagi, tentu anak anak I akan memberontak sakan. Yelah sekarang ni kanbanyak kes bapak kahwin lain anak-anak lebih tertekan. Ramai jadi liar, hisap dadah, jadi mat rempit dan bohsia. Sebab tension bapak kawin baru. Takut mereka menjauhkan diri dari I, malah akan membenci pula. Disebabkan masyarakat kita ni memandang serong pada keluarga yang bapak mereka kahwin lebih dari satu.. Kalau I ada anak dengan isteri baru, tentu kecik sangat lagi di masa I dah tua dan memerlukan perhatian dari anak-anak. Sedangkan rumah isteri muda tengah hiruk pikuk dengan anak anak kecil (kandah ada experience dengan isteri pertama –bagaimana kelam kabutnya dia menguruskan anak-anak) Sedangkan di rumah isteri tua, anak anak dah besar, boleh tolong mak dan sedang seronok bergurau senda bersama ibunya membincangkan topik-topik terkini dan juga kehidupan mereka.
Duduk rumah bini muda, I yang tua-tua ni lak kena salin pampers dan bagi baby mandi. haha ... kalau tak buat, takut isteri muda merajuk pulak. Tak boleh jadik nih. Banyak benda yang kena repeat. Mula mula kawin tentu seronok. Paling lama setahun-dua. Bila dah ada anak,tanggungjawab baru bermula semula sebagaimana dengan isteri pertama dulu-dulu. Tapi masa ni kita dah tak larat nak basuh berak anak, nak pegi shopping beli baju anak anak, nak dukung anak-anak. Leceh lah nak kena teman isteri muda buat semua tu. Silap haribulan orang kata tengah pilih baju cucu. Eii tak sanggup pula. Paling takut, orang ingat isteri muda tu anak I ... lagi haru ... Balik rumah mertua pula, teringatkan masa akad nikah dulu, beria ria kita nak kananak dia. Lepas tu kita kawin lagi satu. Tentu muka nih tak tahu nak letak kat mana. Orang tua tak kannak straight to the point. Tanya itu ini. Kalau dia nak bercakap tentang tu cukup dengan jelingan dan kerlinganmata,buat kita dah tak senang duduk. Tak kan raya asyik balik umah mak mertua baru aje. Apatah lagi kalau I ni lak umur nak sama dengan mak-bapak mertua baru I tu ......

Hish banyak lah lagi. Bagi korang yang suka berbincang pasal benda yang indah indah kawin dua nih silakanlah. Tapi bagi I selagi hayat dikandung badan, selagi tu lah I tak nak tambah. Tak nak lah mendabik dada. Cakap besar. Tapi sekadar menurutkan nafsu dan benda dalam seluar tu rasanya tak pernah kurang pun layanan isteri pertama terhadap I. Keluarga ni, kita bina keluarga bahagia yang di depan mata. Bukannya yang di dalam kepala. Bukannya di dalam seluar dalam je. Hadapi hari esok yang tentu dengan keluarga yang banyak mengharungi susah senang dari mula.. Pengorbanan isteri (walaupun kadang kala dia pernah merungut salah kita juga, cuai dan mengabaikannya) .

Apa apa pun semuanya bermula dengan kita. Insaflah. Kalau nak ikut nabi, rasa rasanya solat subuh pun kita terlepas kalau isteri tu tak kejutkan. Bukan nak kata solat Subuh, kekadang waktu lain pun terlambat atau terlepas. Baca Quran pun sekali-sekala, baca Yassin pun hanya bila ada orang meninggal. Ikut sunnah Nabi apa nama tu. Tak payah lah yang lain lain. Kang ada yang nangis bila disebutkan. Cukuplah. Sesungguhnya amat bertuahlah suami-suami yang mempunyai isteri yang menyuarakan pendapat di ruangan ni. Membuktikan mereka sayang, kasih dan cinta pada kalian. Apa sangatlah kita nih. Macam nabi konon. ye ke? Bab kawin kawin aje nih cam nabi. Bab menegakkan benda dalam seluar dalam je nak ikut sunnah. Cuba bab menegakkan agama Islam,masih lagi terkial kial.

Wallahualam.

suami orang-
LU PIKIR LA SENDIRI!!
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SyuKuR

2009-07-29T18:42:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah...... I am very very grateful with what has been given to me. All my prayers, after more than 30 years were answered by God, one by one... thanks Allah.

Oh ya... Laugh/Humor Therapy has been my 'makanan' lately. It helps me alot to heal my wounds and from my observations, in deed, laugh and humor help to fresh your mind and health. Mak Engku for instance, macam macam ada, but she looks younger.. younger that people at her age! Why? She laughs .......

So, I learn, read, acquire as much as knowledge I could, and went US to seek more more knowledge about it... Australia, and many other places until I feel equipt enough to deliver it in my own way.

I have been presenting this in many goverment offices, NGOs, universities and many others... at the moment.. up to now laa kan..... semuanya positive feedback.

Sampaikan UPM pun... panggil buat Humor/Laugh Therapy - apa lagi... member naik sheikh laa..... UPM, PJ student pulak tu, yang glemer dengan kenakalannya.... huh........ gempak! Sampai tak cukup audi di UPM tuh.... minta extra chair lagi... others di Jabatan Perdana Menteri, ILKAP, Peguam Negara, Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam Malaysia.... bla bla bla bla....

Apa pun, terima kasih pada semua yang membekal kan keyakinan dan kesungguhan dalam melakukan sesuatu tugas dari hati, jiwa yang ikhlas.... berkat nya, Hanya Allah yang Maha Ketahui.

And recently, I was invited to give a talk on Laugh/Humor Therapy at Jabatan Perdana Menteri (JPM) - and it was expected around100 participants. It was fine with me... normally I did Laugh/Humor Therapy in 30 pax, the less is 5 pax.

But I just do not know what on earth has been transending the organization, there were 400 pax came in my session !!!!!!!!!!!!!! and the auditorium was fulled from morning untill the afternoon session! dari bahagian bawah, hingga ke atas!!!!

The urusetia was shocked with the crowd and all of them came out from the auditorium with full of energy!!!

Bagi mereka yang telah menghadiri sesi ini, TERIMA KASIH BANYAK BANYAK. MOGA IA MEMBERI MANFAAT KEPADA SEMUA. AMALKAN, KONGSIKAN BERSAMA ORANG DI SEKELILING KITA.

Holistic Health?

2009-07-29T17:00:00.000-07:00

For me, the true healing is an affirmation of wholeness and holiness-all practices are valuable if they are recognized as aids to self actualization. This psychological elements are very significant to our needs. All of us begin to explore ourselves and become sensitive to our own emotions, thoughts and behaviors - untill we are able to choose the right practices to meet those needs.

Since I know the outside world, get out from the shell created in my mind, I sense that all of us are affected by the Universal Life Energy - now I realise that Logic is not everything - there are many things that in our process of accelerated growth there area area of metaphysical discovery and spiritual development. From there, I see that my fixed, unflexible, irrational belief systems actually have defined by my childhood for a long time - BUT ALHAMDULILLAH, WITH A CLEAR MIND, I HAVE LEARNT TO REST, REFLECT, AND REJUVENATE MYSELF - I BEGIN TO LEARN TO ENJOY MY ROLE, BE CREATIVE AND BECOME FREE OF FEAR. For those who are concerned, THANKS SO MUCH, and for another groups what MAY concern, I FORGIVE ALL.......

I Like This

2009-07-27T17:23:00.000-07:00

I learn how to go for the stars, no matter how far or how many of them, it worth trying to - at least, I have try... rather than sit and watch the stars from below and whinning to myself...

Rindunya Kampung Ku

2009-07-25T01:13:00.000-07:00

When you have a strong bonding with mom and dad, you will always attach yourself at home. I miss Mak and Abah..... they call me almost everyday, chat at YM every morning, share stories and feelings... I MISS THEM IF I DONT hear their voice! Kelakar tuh, Mak and myself, both of us bought the same 3G handphones so we can see / talk face to face.

One thing when I am in JB, the piano starts to sing. Mak said, adik Jan dah jarang-jarang play the piano - sibuk sangat......... sampai bertutup and di jadikan meja perhiasan!! So, bila balik, Mak Engku pasti akan Bukak Badan Piano tu!

This is a place where we have our lunch, breakfast, dinner, chating, and macam macam lah!! Huarrggggg RINDUNYA NAK BALIK JB!

Hear The Hamster Roars

2009-07-22T23:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday my sister told me that there will be a little bit disapointment after certain rules will be implemented by the management - as if the staffs were BAD BAD and BAD. They decided to monitor time out, time in and where the staffs go. Well, she said, its better if the management starts doing like the old days. Buku Rekod Kehadiran Keluar Masuk Pegawai. Sesiapa yang nak keluar, jumpa CC, catat dalam buku rekod - jadi tak ler rasa bersalah sangat kalau keluar awal pun sbb dah maklum pada CC. And definately, it will be more on the individual and not too obvious - now, there are two so-called 'pengawas' will go down early and pantau sesiapa yang keluar awal, dan pulang lewat. Hearing that, kelakar pun ada, geram pun ada. Macam zaman sekolah pulak ya?!

But I think, yang buat kerja keluar awal balik awal nih tak ramai - ada lah segelintir... tapi padahnya? Natijahnya? Semua pegawai laa kan????

Kalau kawan kawan ada idea macam mana nak buek dengan perkaro nih..cuba cuba yang bagi pandangan.

Kau Ilhamku............

2009-07-22T16:34:00.001-07:00

KAU ILHAMKU:

(Standing on left: Dr Norzah, Adik Dhada)

Sitting on the left: Abah, Adik Anna, Adik Jan and Mak)

Beribu bintang dilangit

Kini menghilang
Meraba aku dalam kelam
Rembulan mengambang
Kini makin suram
Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah
Sedetik wajahmu muncul
Dalam diam
Ada kerdipan ada sinar
Itukah bintang atau rembulan
Terima kasih kuucapkan
Izinkan kumencuri bayangan wajahmu
Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan denganmu
Maafkanlah oh...
Andai lagu ini
Mengganggu ruangan hidupmu
Kau senyumlah oh...Sekadar memori
Kita di arena ini
Kau ilhamku
Kau ilhamku...

ROAD TO HEAVEN

2009-07-22T00:22:00.000-07:00

Cantik pulak bila tengok gambar lama lama nih................... jalan yang dilalui sepanjang hidup ini penuh dengan ranjau. Dan jika mahu dijadikan novel, tentu berjela-jela panjangnya. Tapi, kehidupan ini mesti diteruskan. Sama ada duka atau suka. Betul tak?

She Loves The Authentics

2009-07-12T17:07:00.000-07:00

Dear readers,

Sometimes when people dont understand they could easily say things that may hurt someone else. Or may be they just trying to make fool and being fun to others, unknowingly the words they use really heart throbbing! They just dont get the point that the statement they posed actually can be misinterpreted wrongly.

Words can kill you know.... really do kill many people. Those students, who decided to end their lives just because they got E,D or C in exams... why? Because perhaps they just cant cope with nasty words thay may be thrown up into their face.... Huh!!!!! And it happened to me too. I didnt watch TV for many many years... why? Because I remember the words given to me......... arghhhhh........

For those who were given such bad impressions with only one visit, one communication, one interaction, one meeting or even just because of the hear-say... dont be sad... you know yourself better..... the closed ones know you deeper.... take a deep breath, relax and enjoy - biar la luncai TERJUN dengan labu labu nya........

Since kita dah let go the luncai dan the labu labu, let us talk some thing else... more up close and personal.

I was using my sis's laptop and I found this ... kekkekekeke... (sorry ya dik!) ... she took all her hanbags collections - and yang menarik perhatian I was this one........... I always tease her NOT to ask me to take any thing from this bag - if she wants to see her bag in a good condition la..... why? sbb I ni terlalu 'kuat' nanti putus pulak zip beg kawan........

Macam mana ek.. dia ada ajar macam mana nak baca kod beg LV nih.... Mak kat JB pun ada tapi bukan stail cam nih... kod tu menunjukkan kat mana beg LV ni dibuat.. contohnya kalau S (SD, SL dan lain lain) dari Paris. Ada juga yang dibuat di Paris special edition (A1, A2, AA, AAS) kalau yg telah di ubah suai - repair kod dia lain pulak.. kata adik dhada, kot dia mungkin CO, CT, DK

Ada juga beg LV yang dibuat di spain, especially kod yang mula dari L macam LB, LM, LW dan kalau dari Italy pulak kod dia BC, BO, CE, FO, MA, RC, RE, SA. Haaa dari Switzerland pulak kod dia DI, FA.

Mcam macam.. cara nak baca pun lain..... adik dhada kata kod tu tentang tahun dan minggu beg itu dibuat... amboiiii detail cam tu sekali.. patut leer bila time beli handbag dia belek belek belek..... bukak beg tu.. kuarkan kertas kertas/plastik plastik dalam beg... nguper ngupe ada rahsia....

Tu laa kan... kalau orang tak faham, orang akan kata individu cam ni cerewet laa.. particular laa... tapi.... nak memastikan ke authenticity satu satu benda yang dibeli.... hmmmm

One of the handbags in her closet.......................... but she rarely use this one..... it just look as new as when it was first bought. And I sneaking listen to her one day... that she wants to have another one of this collection - hmmmmm.... tengah kumpul duit ke dik? (kekekekkeke)

Adik dhada may be look unfriendly.... but she is really nice.. she has the brain, and she has the talent (of course not in singing!!).....she is one of the kind.... and I am proud to have a sister like her. And her 'Lantak Therapy' really works!

Only My Two Cent

2009-07-09T16:40:00.000-07:00

This morning I had a discussion with my sister regarding the use of English for Maths and Science. And I was referring to Tun M's - a dissapointment. I do not know how to respond on that intelligently but I could share my experience being one of the transition pupils way back in many many years ago when the use of Bahasa Malaysia/Melayu in schools were established strongly from Bahasa Inggeris.

Akibatnya????

Semua mata pelajaran di ajar dalam Bahasa Melayu .. walllaaaaaa - seronok laaa sebab mudah, faham, dan jelas. Tapi, of all the siblings, I felt away far behind. When everybody communicate either English or Bahasa N9. And it IS in the family now - dua pilihan saja...sehinggakan gathering yang melibatkan nenek nenek dan anak anak kecil pun Bahasa Inggeris digunakan. Hmmm I wonder where is Bahasa N9 in their hearts.

Back to Tun M's dissapointment.... I think Tun's way of thinking is sharpe until not many of us can follow and understood him. The idea of teaching Maths and Science in English is for me to prepare our nations not only good in english but to develop self confidence. My sister did mention that some of our students at OVC cant even speak proper English and that make them belittled - less confident - low self esteem. However, they are good in written english. But written english can only be seen when they do their assigments, exams and other courseworks. Physically - spoken english is poor. Thus, it is not suprising when our students gather among themselves, speak local malay kampung slang and watched malay movie in winter!

Tapi, I do feel (I think laaa kann - perasan sekejap) what Tun M's felt - letih bila kita pandang terlalu jauh dan orang lain tak nampak kebaikkannya. And that was me - sometimes I cried why some people cant just understand my idea - do they far back behind than me? And due to that I always regarded as the NGO's in the service - pembangkang - the wierdo! But I have my personal coach that help me to ADJUST- ya... ADJUSMENT is the fine word.............

Or perhaps do we have to be like the Japanese or French ? Proud of their language and memertabatkan bahasa mereka? Tapi, kita harus lihat juga...... berapa banyak buku buku ilmiah yang telah diterjemahkan dalam bahasa mereka? Kita perlu lihat betapa giatnya bangsa ini memperkembangkan ilmu? Kita perlu lihat sikap bangsa ini dalam perkembangan ilmu. Kita perlu lihat betapa aktifnya pengkaji pengkaji, pensyarah pensyarah dan lay man menghasilkan buku buku mereka. Sikap rakyat yang suka membaca, mencipta dan memberi. Adakah semua ini dalam masyarakat kita?

Cite pasa Paris ni, ada lagi new experience waktu di sana....... remember I shared with you about our trip to Paris via bus? And this is how the 'bus train' - Bas naik Train - masa nak ke Paris dari London. Muat muat je bas tu masuk dalam kontena keretapi ni...driver dia mesti la cekap kan? And the driver dont even speak english!!!! Terang terang dia cakap kat imigresen - " I DONT SPEAK ENGLISH- NOT UNDERSTAND!" dan bila sampai station die jerit 'FINISSHHHHHH'

Sampai sampai cari kedai kedai yang BESHHHHHHHHHHHH......

Dekat dengan area area LURVE MUSEUM

Alangkah Indahnya....

2009-07-08T19:08:00.000-07:00

Hmmmmmm tengoklah...... si Engine nih... geram betul!

Music of Life OR Life of Music?

2009-07-07T17:55:00.000-07:00

Some people may still mouring for MJ's death. But I like to share about how music sometimes has been given negative view by our society. The world of music agrees that music holds a natural magic that can unite human being - just in MJ's famous songs - Black or White, We are the World and many more... yet, our society offer much of criticism and questions of the do's and the dont's about music - and often see musicians mismanage, misunderstand and even discriminate againts the so-called 'dos and donts'

Perhaps from my view, musicians use much of their right brain - and the right brainers have different way of doing things, seing things, and all the odds for the left brainers. So, the right brainers use music and it gives an affect on memory and it is intriguing.

Music like Mozart and Baroque, both have a 60 beats per minute beat pattern, and indirectly activate the left and right brain of which maximizes learning and retention of information. Also, activities which engage both sides of the brain at the same time, such as playing an instrument or singing, causes the brain to be more capable of processing information.

I see MJ as a right brainer - his songs, his movements, and his way of thinking - even though I have not seen him talked more than 30 minutes, but I do believe he was a thinker - introverted - and only pour his ideas in a small group of people. Yet, the world has created the so called 'evil genius'.

Apa pun, Al Fatehah to MJ, may be rest in peace - Ameen.

Its PAINFULL....

2009-07-05T22:57:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah..... I am back on my feet, eventhough am not really 'pulih sepenuhnya'. Was first diagnosed with gastric, then urine infection ...... after few restless nights and japs I cant stand the pain - from clinic to Emergency Department - no one explained what actually happened. Until and finally get ML's assistant - with all the contacts - Pengarah Hospital - baru laaa nak terkejar kejar....... baru laaaa nak buat KUB..... baru laaa nak wat itu nak wat ini!!! Huh...... DUNIA kan?... thanks to ML - thanks so much ya!

Then, I was referred to GH, but Mak and Abah wanted us to go back. They said that we should try an alternative way... bukan nak percaya.... but I know they cared about me... they just want me to be infront of their eyes. Mak already set me at Hospital Abdul Samad, where she did all her treatments, appointment with Dr Nor - our family clinic at Taman Perbadanan Islam, JB.

Sampai sampai JB (Adik drove the red Merc like Formula One!) terus ke rumah Pak Ali - an alternative healer from Madura - suspen juga..... because all nights I was in pain, can I trust this old man - with only mandi air limau can he really cured the pain????

He was furious at first - maklumlah kami sampai lewat ke rumah dia...seems that he refused to help us, but abah talked, mak pun sama.... finally he took the limau (semua bahan2 dah abah sediakan bila kami sampai JB) and asked me to mandi 3 times and come again the next day.

We went back - mandi (the pain started) then, sebelum tidur, mandi lagi - at night I was so so worried if the pain came back (normally at 1.00 am - 3.00 am)... mak and abah, many times 'jengok' me on bed - risau kalau kalau sakit menyerang lagi.. ALHAMDULILLAH... that NIGHT I SLEPT WITHOUT ANY PAIN !!!

Early in the morning, before abah go to Daik (for a ceremony) he took us there -- and Pak Ali started his ritual - he took the limau, belah dua and asked me to baring on a bed - adik dhada was there- adik Ana and Adik Jan menjadi saksi for the following day - what he did was........

Belah limau sunkist kepada dua bahagian

Sapu limau kat belakang, area buah pinggang dan area yang dia tanya sakit.

This is the magic - dia buat cam di bawah nih... terus keluar batu-batu tuh!

Ni la rupa nya batu batu tuh

Sepatutnya 3 kali datang but he has to go back to Madura after 35 years stay in Malaysia... so, the third treatment perhaps in August. But after that, he said better for me to go to the doctor and check again....... just incase lah kan....

So the next day, we went to see pur family doctor and did the scan - suprisingly... the 2 stones dah tak de........ hmmmmmmmm ........ apapun.... janji dah tak sakit!! cuma doktor kata mungkin dah pecah dan boleh keluar ikut saluran air kencing...

Sekarang ni tak laa fit sangat.. perhaps due to the pain killer tuh... but tak lah sakit... alhamdulillah sangat sangat dan syukur pada Allah.

Thanks to mak and abah... adik yang menjaga sepanjang malam... adik ana dan adik jan, yang turut hantar ke sana sini..... and all the family...

I am Glad....

2009-06-23T16:50:00.000-07:00

In the previous posting, I did mention about my ex-student Ah Kim - and we met in London - we had a great time and he is just like he was in school. And the other week, Ah Haw - another my ex student, came to visit me - both are brilliant and top student in school.

So we talked until 2.00am!!! about what? kekekeke about old old stories - he still remembered the song I taught - Setangkai Kembang Melati... ahhh ahhhh... and sang it sampai habis!!! kekekek so fun!

And bibik prepared for us a simple BBQ - we ate ate ate gelak gelak gelak and talked about life experience that has been a great teacher to us.

This is Ah Haw

Baiti Jannati

2009-06-16T05:16:00.001-07:00

Ini lah kucing kesayangan adik - latelyI got a very bad gastrik - and engine help me to ease the pain - well, now I do believe in pet's therapy - and thanks engine.

Lama juga tak update cerita pasal rumah - nothing special about it, but alhamdulillah.....the house is the symbol of love in our family... so, it must look good, serene dan peace... so mak and abah can be proud of for having us as their children and Engine of course - bring laughter to us - makan bersuap, makan sayur, breakfast roti and telur - ishhhhhhh SPOILT BETUL KUCING DHADA NIH!

Did I tell you guys that nenek fell and hurt herself? It happened a few days after we came back from UK. She was 'playing' hide and seek with the chicken - its not hers - but the neighbours- so happen she fell and 'terhantuk kat tanah - berdarah and she went into the house minta panadol- out of my aunty's suprised, she saw the blood at her anak tudung - apa lagi lah.... mak took her to the clinic and so funny she said to the doctor "tu laaaaaa tak dengar cakap anak...kan dah jatuh" - kekekekek uchu told her not to go out because no one is at home -- hmmmmmmmmm kan dah jatuh!

So, mak and abah took her to our house - ubah angin - she was so excited.. pagi pagi se awal 5am dah siap nak ke KL - kekekekek and the next day, the kozins came over. We had KFC (nek's favourite), and sate - syok makan ramai ramai.

We are free to talk - nothing much of protocols - BEBASSSSS - and you can always be YOURSELF.

My Collections

2009-06-14T16:47:00.000-07:00

These are some of the gifts I got when giving talks, speeches, opening ceremonies for certain occations - well, alhamdulillah..... I have been presenting papers in many organizations - universities - NGOs and I feel much better each time I have given the talks - PUAS - sebab dah sampaikan mesej mesej yang berguna pada para peserta. Make them laugh, smile and alert about life, about self, about others.

I didnt aspect that they will give me all these, but alhamdulillah..... And these collections will be one of the greatest memories in my carrier life... opsss......... dah nak pencen nih.. yahooooo!!

Its Her Time

2009-06-14T16:37:00.000-07:00

This week my time was filled by family members - mum, dad, cousins and beloved nenek. I will upload some pic later ok!

Today I just want to share about adik dhada - my hard time has done - at least laa kan... and this is her time. She's completing her research degree pulak...... of which she has sacrifies lots of time doing something else just for the sake of something that may sound 'giler'. Tapi nak buat macam mana kan? kene juga laa dari reverse buat diploma... baik dia buat masters lagi...all in all she has 3 masters degree! giler kan? 2 in psychology, 1 in counseling. And her reseach degree ni(in psychology), just for her self satisfaction - saja saja buat kajian, pastu register for a higher degree, hantar - boleh tak buat gitu? bertahun dah...... harap harap dia dapat complete kan.

Like me, both of us do it with our own money - titik peluh sendiri. Semoga berkat. Ameen.

Tengok tu..... kertas, buku, wallet, kopi....... camera.... semua ada

An Evening At Our Mini Garden

2009-06-10T17:45:00.001-07:00

Last few days the moon was so bright - we decided to lepak lepak at our mini garden. Adik and I were playing games on pscyhological terms - ala ala TRIVIA.

The game ended at 10.45pm and I WON !!!! YEAHAAAAA........

Cantik laa pulak rumput mutiara ni kan? Macam carpet kan?

Kata Orang... Jiran adalah Saudara Terdekat...

2009-06-09T01:45:00.000-07:00

Last week end, my beloved neighbour - Mr and Mrs Pnut, went to Cameron Highland for a holiday - rupa rupanya depa pi seleberet anibeseri - kekekekkekke - haaa.. tak beri tau ek... kalau tak boleh buat 'garden wedding' sekali lagi kat umah kite....

(shhhh.... actually both of us are bloggers - ada cerita kelakar nih... tak tau rupanya kami ni berjiran...tup tup ..... "aik... rumah ni macam aku kenal..... umah sebelah dia nih.. lagi macam kenal" ----- apa idak nya... umah haku!!!! hahahhahahahhahha)

Mrs Pnut ni, memang suka buat kek - hmmm kami pulak suka makan kek........ dah ditentukan Tuhan kami berjiran... hmmmm Errkkkkkkkk Alhamdulillah......kenyang makan Kek

Oh ya.... ni pun jenis jenis tea yang diberi kepada kami.

Adik memang suka kumpul teh.. dia tak minum teh.. tapi mmg koleksi teh untuk orang datang... bertambah laaa koleksi teh dia.. (time kasih ek Mrs Pnut).

Hmmm bila laaa Adik nak bukak Teh Harrods dia ek??? Beli berkilo! Tak kan buat perhiasan je dik!??

Yummmyaaaaaa

Cantik kan?? Sapa sapa nak tempah kek ni, kontek laa saya... ada charge .001 persen
(boleh tak Mrs Pnut???)

Bekam

2009-06-07T18:51:00.000-07:00

I had a very challenging week due to severe gastric. And some one in the hospital suggested me to do this bekam thing - she looked at me, and reciting some Quranic verses with smiling face - sejuk mata tengok....

According to her this Bekam has been the practised of Prophet (pbuh) and stated in the hadith:

Bahawa tidak aku berlalu (berjalan) di malam Isra’ dangan Malaikat melainkan mereka berkata, “Wahai Muhammad, perintahkan ke atas umat engakau denganberbekam”.

-Daripada Anas bin Malik r.a.

Barangsiapa berbekam maka ke atasnya keberkatan dari Allah dan berbekam jugamenghilangkan kahak, lendir dan lemak. Daripada Nafiq r.a.

So, when I was OK - and manage to walk, my sister and I searching for any Bekam Practitioner -
These are some of the pictures (tak bole bagi banyak... nanti ada yang pengsan!)

Scary kan??? Tapi nak buat macam mana.... tak tahan dah sakit...... so, selain dari pergi hospital dan makan sebakul ubat, den poei laaaa ubat tradisional nih... mahal juga... lagi mahal dari duit bayar hospital!

Let my fingers do the talking

2009-05-23T18:28:00.000-07:00

I was watching a drama last night - Hingga Syurga - of which I RARELY watch drama till it ended but I did it last night - it was a drama about a spoil girl who is obsessed to be a singer - she had to beg to her dad to support her - and as a dad, he would do anything to make his daughter happy - but anak dia ni macam tak kenang budi - the thing that I want to highlight here is how a daughter could badly treated her dad when he has do many things to fulfill her needs - I think deep inside her, she loves her dad - tapi persekitarannya membuatkan si Nia ni tak ready nak accept her dad.

ok - the issue which I saw from this drama was it filled with 'perli memerli' to the entertainment industries - ada selingan tentang Fasha Sandha - BOIKOT issue, guna baru yg sama - different artists - wearing the same dress, issue pasal Nabil Raja Lawak - kene tunjuk baik - maybe about Siti Nurhaliza - potray good personality - hide the real self. Wartawan yang tau artis ni tak baik, tapi ttp tulis yg baik, nasib penyanyi back-up dan macam macam laa... so perhaps this drama really shows what is going on in our entertainment industries.

Ishhhhh...... apa apa lah.........

Kisah Kucing - Engine

2009-05-23T02:33:00.000-07:00

Tajuk, Engine - tapi keluar katak!. Ini lah katak yang jadi kawan Engine.

Beria ia Engine main dengan katak dia. ekekkekeke see how he looked at the katak - macam real je kan?Opsss - gatal pulak telinge....
This is the closeup of Engine' Katak.

Off Topic - Terjumpa pula gambar masa di USA dulu

2009-05-21T01:35:00.000-07:00

Ni masa kat Museum Laura Inggals - Little House On The Prairie - pakai baju dia orang..... cess.. macam beruang kekenyangan.

Azura, Che Nor, Adik Dhada - Museum lagi - syok lah! Che Nor - we gonna visit you again!! This time with Mak, Abah, Aida dan Yazed - kan Aida/Yazed???

Studi kat dalam kelas Laura - cekgu dia ialah Che Nor - garang !!!

Tadaa........ gambo dolu dolu.

Chewah...... menghayati sey!

Gadis Interprem

2009-05-21T01:23:00.000-07:00

Aida .... 'Gadis Interprem' kekekkekekeke - Aida and Yazed made our journey colorful. Thanks to them. And this made our visit more memorable. I felt so deep in this journey.

This was at Irish Hotel - on the way back from Howth

This was in Paris, on the way to Louve Museum - masa nak jumpa Monalisa - jumpa dulu ex bopren dia kat sini.

This is Aida's Dunnes Store
kekekkekekkeke

Bekfast

2009-05-20T17:03:00.000-07:00

Salam semua!!!

Ni gambar gambar yang sempat di upload ketika ke Belfast - Giant Causeway

Sempat lagi ke Junction One - Shopping sakan!

Chewah chewah....

Kekekeke comel?

Adik dhada dengan baju PINK (aida..... dah menjangkit laaaa)

Tak sangka sama sekali dapat ke Belfast - Northern Part of Ireland. The city center is combination of Scottish and English with the contemporary structures. Cantik, but sometimes nampak crowded juga. On the way to the Giant Causeway - sceneries were beautiful that anyone cant resist to get their eyes over it. Memang cantik giler! Paling best, time nak balik, singgah di Junction One - apa lagi..... rombongan Che Kiah jadi giler lah!!!! Shop kasut CLARK sampai tak hengat! And my self, got 5 pairs of shoes!!!!!! CLARK okkay!!

My brother, friend and student

2009-05-19T17:22:00.000-07:00

Hello again,

These are more pictures taken when we were in London - this visit was the warmest visit we had because I met my student - Kim in London - I was touched when he came and 'search' for us in London - hey - London is a big city (not really and not actually can make you lost in London) but he got his way to the Thames River and get to meet all of us!

"Geng Budak Baik" masa di sekolah - kecik je dulu dulu - dan nakal !!! but see what he is now.... a man, a father of three sons!

This picture makes me feel so old ' lah!

BIG BEN !

UK - RETAIL THERAPY kan Mak Engku?

2009-05-19T06:48:00.000-07:00

This is the Georgian Door - kekekek cun tak?

Mak Engku selepas shop at Penneys - chewahhhh.. happy nya dia!
Tadaaaa...... happy family!

London - Ireland best place to do Retail Therapy after a long long work! We had this experience few times in UK. The best part is to carry many paper bags (I learnt this from adik dhada - she likes this so much - dont you ever try to assist her with her shopping bags - dia marah! kekeekkekke - sampai tertinggal lah 4 perfumes she bought in Paris!!! Nasib ler dapat claim VAT - tak ler rasa rugi sangat!) And this time, was the merrier because Aida and Yazed came from Dublin to join us.